Poems by me

for nothing

even when emotions are well something is down

even when laughter is the only noise i cant hear a sound

even when i'm in my house i don't feel home

even when there is a crowd of people I'm alone

i don't feel happy when i should

i don't cry when something horrible happens

i don't care if I'm the only person to disagree

i don't feel like a person that deserves this life

my parents are a bit homophobic

my sister doesn't let me go places

my mirror whispers insults to me when I'm in front of it

my notebooks filled with doodles and ideas set themselves on fire in my dreams

when in asleep my dreams taunt me with a better life

when its my turn to do something i panic

when i speak I'm normal but when I'm put on the spot i stutter

when I'm the center of attention i panic

i hate my stupid face

i hate my ugly legs

i hate my chubby body

i hate my laugh

i hate my hair

I'm bored of my face because its my damned face and i have to see it everyday

but for the most part I'm happy with what life gave me.