Rejection Accepted

Prologue

Life never goes according to plan. It’s always changing when you least expect it. The things you take for granted can be taken away from you in a blink of an eye. And you’re left standing there confused and lost because you have absolutely no idea of what to do next. Everyone who was there for you in the beginning is now against you even though you did nothing wrong. Life can have a strange sense of humor like that.

At the age of fifteen, I lost my parents in a pack war. Before I go any further I should explain a few things. Werewolves do exist, so do several other mythical creatures. We wolves tend to live in large packs, and for the most part our packs sometimes tend to have towns of our own. It’s not that we hate humans or think that we are above them in anyway, but on occasion we have to shift in public places. If we shared a town with humans, this would create a major problem for us.

There are fifty all-Alphas in every state. They are over the alphas of the packs in the towns and cities within that state. The all-Alphas answer to the Alpha King. He resides in Europe for the most part. But he’s been known to live in the States a year or two at a time. Though no pack has the ranking or Omega, there is an order. The highest ranking wolf is of course the Alpha. Then there’s the Beta and the Gamma, who’s third in command. 

These positions tend to be filled by males, but occasionally women do hold the title. After the three ranking wolves, you have the warriors, the guards, and the shields. The warriors go with the Alpha and Beta whenever there’s a war or a battle to be won. The guards patrol and protect the borders of the pack’s land. And the shields protect the families of the ranking wolves along with any visiting ranking wolves. The rest of the wolves are just regular pack members. But most Alphas train their pack members to be warriors in case of emergencies. A prime example would be a pack war. 

My pack was known as the Lotus Rock. It was one of the oldest packs in history, and one of the largest. My father was the Beta, and I was proud to be his daughter. He trained me to become a warrior incase I wasn’t chosen to follow after him. And to make him proud of me, I trained harder and longer to achieve the title of best warrior of the pack. But because I wasn’t eighteen, and I think the Alpha wouldn’t let me fight in any major battle because I hadn’t shifted yet, the day my parents died, I was in the pack house basement protecting the Luna and her children.

Don’t get me wrong, I loved the Luna like she was my second mom. And her children and I were like cousins. We used to be close. After their deaths, I kept to myself. I became the quiet girl in school that would get picked on, but the bullying never got out of hand. I was the best fighter in my pack, and everyone knew it. The years seemed to fly by slowly for me, but yet the day of my eighteenth birthday managed to surprise me.

I can remember that day clear as a bell. I was living with the Alpha and his family because a new Beta had been chosen. So, he and his family were given my house. I remembered how upset I was when I found out. For three years I didn’t speak to a soul in my pack. But I recall waking up that day not expecting anything to happen. It was a beautiful day, and as I got ready for school I found myself thinking about my mate.

I prayed and hoped that he would be one of the warriors or guards. That way, I wouldn’t have to be around the alpha family as much. Every teen wolf in the pack owned a car except for me. Of course, I could have afforded one if I wanted one, but I didn’t see the need personally. The school was only a two mile walk from the pack house, and with the abilities we have as a werewolf, it was nothing to walk it every morning.

After a small breakfast, I made my way to school, walking as slow as I could. But no matter how slow I walked, I was still thirty minutes early. Heading to my locker, I quickly took out the things I would need for first hour and headed to the class room. When I slipped into my seat, I noticed that only the teacher was there. But by now, all my teachers were used to me being early, most didn’t notice when I slipped in the room.

Surprisingly, the day seemed to fly by and before I knew it lunch had arrived. As I made my way to the lunch room, a strong sweet smell of cedar and peppermint assaulted my nose. My wolf had spent most of the morning yapping on and on about my mate, that I was ready to meet him just so I could get a little quiet for a while. Stepping through the doors, the scent of my mate grew stronger.

As I made my way through the lunch line, I couldn’t help but feel a pair of eyes on me. But I didn’t turn around and try to find who was watching me. Taking my tray to my usual table in the back corner, I ate slowly and watched the room from underneath my eyelashes. I knew that by now my mate would have been able to smell me, so I decided to stay at my table and let him come to me.

The bell rang and the lunch room cleared out fast. Every student in this school was pulling a 4.0 GPA. It was something that was expected of each and every one of us. And we didn’t plan on disappointing. So deep in my thoughts I was that I didn’t notice someone had sat down beside me until he spoke.

“Hello Tamar.” I knew then that the Fates didn’t listen to my prayers and paired me to a warrior or guard. They had paired me with someone I used to call cousin. Looking up to confirm my suspicions, my eyes lock with his. “Jubal.” I say softly, almost too soft to hear. I watch as his eyes turn hard and his jaw tightens. Steeling my heart, I knew what was coming and I didn’t try to stop him.

“I, Jubal Andrew Hill, future alpha of the Lotus Rock pack reject you, Tamar Ellen Hale, as my mate and Luna of my pack.” Gasping softly, I sit up straighter my eyes never leaving his. “Why?” The only thing my brain could grasp. Looking at him closely, I caught a twinge of regret in his eyes before it disappeared. “You’re not Luna material. My pack will need a strong Luna to help me lead, guide and protect them. You used to be that girl Tamar, but not anymore. And it saddens me. But that’s how it is.” Nodding, I stand up from the table and stare at him. Forcing my voice out, I give him my reply. “And I, Tamar Ellen Hale, hereby accept your rejection, Jubal Andrew Hill, as your mate and future Luna of your pack.” I turn around and walk towards the doors. A thought hits me that made me smile sadly.

My wolf is made as both of us, but she understood the decision I made that day. I waited a week in silence, not showing the pain to anyone. Jubal didn’t tell his parents and I knew the reason why. They would be ashamed at what he had done, and they would make him undo the rejection. The week I waited was pure torture for me. Every day I had to see him with another femme wolf, kissing and hugging in the hallways, but not once did I let it get to me.

Only minutes after the graduation ceremony, I went straight to the alpha’s house and made my way to my room. Taking a bag from my closet, I quickly pack several changes of clothes, under ware, socks and shoes. Opening the small safe box that belonged to my father, I double check what was inside; a picture of my parents on their wedding day, a picture of the three of us just days before they died, and thirty thousand dollars. Locking the box again, I slip it in the bottom of my bag.

Stuffing the rest of my things into a box, I slip my bag on and carry the box outside with me. I knew that I had a few hours until everyone returned back to the house and I wanted to be gone by then. Leaving the box at a homeless shelter, I start running towards the borders. Alpha Hill only ordered four guards for patrol today, so I knew that I wouldn’t have much trouble slipping out. The closer I got to the borders, the louder my wolf whined for Jubal. We were both heartbroken at the fact that our mate rejected us. But we wouldn’t let that get to us. We were stronger than that.

The day my mate rejected me and I left the Lotus Rock pack, I was only eighteen. And as I felt the pack bond break, I knew that my parents would be disappointed in me for leaving the pack and for accepting Jubal’s rejection. But they weren’t here to help me or guide me. I was on my own.