Im sorry that I had pushed you to smile
Even if life has never been nice to you lately
Im sorry I forced you to shut your mouth
And pretend that it didnt matter to you conpletely
Im sorry I have doubted your every decision
And drag you down when youre trying
to get a significant position
Im sorry I have to make you emit an aura that is violent
Crushed your image a hundred times and threatened you to be silent
Im sorry I gave you a mask
and forced you to wear it till dusk
Im sorry you had to wear it everyday, every night
Just to show them what I wanted you to look like
Youve through fire and rain
And sanity slowly shattering into shards
Yet, self, who told you to act the same?
But the words got stucked in my throat, along with the tears I couldn't shed
