Ill smill but it wont be real.... Chapter 1

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Kylie's pov-
I woke up to a sleepy Harry styles beside me I got up and Harry grabbed my wrist and pulled me back down "argh what do u want Harry" "mm I want you to stay" harry said in his sleepy voice smirking showing his big dimples still with his eyes closed, I went back into the sheets and put my head into his chest smelling his strong cologne "fine Harry" I said giggling and snuggling closer into his chest "hey ky" "yes haziess" I said in a kiddy voice "do u remember how we met" "well obviously i do silly how can I forget" I roll my eyes at his silly question and peck his lips

2 Years ago.........

Dear diary
today I hope everything will go well and I'll be ok and different and when people ask if I'm ok I'll just have to say I am and that I'm fine which I'm not but I can't be bothered with everyone
I just gotta go along with it I'll have a smile on my face but it won't be real that's for sure .... I just don't know what to do with out my parents it's so different.
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I closed my diary and put it behind my shelf I just still can't believe my parents aren't here there gone and never coming back its been 2 months since they died but I still feel like my mums down stairs making me breakfast and my dads outside cutting the grass, but there not there they are gone... Well today's the first day back, I'm going back to my dorm and starting school again after 2 months.. It's going to be pretty awkward. I haven't been at school for 2 months but I'm just happy I share my dorm with my best friend Alexa, she's been with me the whole time, which I'm happy about coz I'll have someone to not be awkward around. I brush my teeth put some natural make up on and just let my hair down, I walk downstairs and see my brother Jeremy sitting on the counter he's so different now that mum and dad are gone he's got a different girl over every night in his room probably fucking each one of them, it hurts to know he's changed this much "hey jer" "morning ky" Jeremy said passing me an apple. I live with my aunt Lisa she's young about 23 now I love her she's been so great through these past months "hey ky I got your new books they are sending them to your dorm, you better come see me all the time okay princess" I giggle and nod at Lisa " thanks so much Lisa love you and I'll probs come every week to see you" " more like every day" Lisa says smiling at me I laugh and grab my bags and put them in my car, "bye guys love you both" "bye ky I'll miss you" aunt Lisa says with a big smile "bye ky" Jeremy says and hugs me "I'll come see u and come to my dorm at the end of this week so we can talk about u getting an apartment" Jeremy is younger then me but he just wants his own space he goes to school still, he's in year 12 now. I wave good bye and get into my car ... Oh golly let's see how this goes......
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(Sorry loviess this was a short chapter but I just needed to know who wanted me to keep going I'll be updating every Monday and Thursday <3)

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