Diary of Aimee Aurore

Red Velvet Cupcake

After a long night of violin play, and pretty big conversation with my aunt over the phone about my whereabouts details_________ in the morning,
Here I am sitting in front of my father and waiting for the storm that going to hit me soon.!!.
Do you think that I am going to just let it go? Like this!! What do you even think? Gone for one month, no phone calls no messages. How come you become so irresponsible? We were looking for you everywhere!! And you don't even care to give us a call!! I never wish for a reckless child as my heiress. And after that there's that silence between me and my father. Can I leave now Papa? He just nod and very quietly I take my leave. All of a sudden I'm feeling very awkward and uneasy, I guess it's because of the weather. Am I right? My dear brain! Yeah! You are Aimee. So my dear father is disappointed about me. Huh!! As if I care. And this is the very reason I didn't want to call them because I knew that if I call my family members, first they will ask me to visit them and, after that they will ask me to visit my father and hit by his raging Storm. Umm Humm! I need cupcakes red velvet one. So I am going to Bittersweet Café, thinking about going there brought a smile in my face. I need to walk fast, though thank God it's not far from my father's house. After 17 minutes of walking finally I'm standing in front of my favorite Café. Ahh! I can smell the coffee and baked cookies from outside of the Bittersweet Café. Usually this place is crowdy though I like it, I can observe others. Indeed I'm curious one I like to know what others thinking. Yeah! I like reading their expressions trust me sometimes they fake it, fake it to their closest friends and families. Sometimes they lie,they fake it like they're enjoying the company of their friends as if they're listening to every words. And the funny thing is even some of them understand that one of their friends is faking it lying on their faces though they carry on the conversation. I guess they convinced themselves to live with all those lies and piles of fake shits. Anyways, I'm sitting with my red velvet cupcake and black coffee. And enjoying everyone's discussion though it's hard to catch up with them as they are talking simultaneously, non-stop, chattering like there's no other day left on this earth. Chuckle, Hahaha! Yeah I am laughing at those lunatic people (of course inside of my head). I wish I can keep them as my test subjects or as my pets. Hahaha!!Aimee, do you know that sometimes you sound like an arrogant ruthless person? Yeah, I'm well aware of this my dear brain but don't you agree that they're just another living diseases in the name of human being!!! Sometimes I don't even know you to be honest Aimee, you are changing. Hmm! I like to be a tyrant rather than a lunatic. But in the end, all of them wearing a mask so why not me? I like to be a sweet innocent girl after all, I like to be a girl who is an artist, who like to write poem. Of course I can do all sorts of sweet things, As long as it's serving my purposes. You are a true tyrant no doubt about it. And I know that you love to see my true self, don't you? I don't know Aimee sometimes I like it sometimes I don't. My dear brain you are confused but though I appreciate your confusion, chuckle. And then I met his gaze, Ohh!!! I'm feeling a mysterious chill down through my spine. He is looking right through me as if he can rip off my heart in a whimp, I need to leave now before it's too late. No, no, no fucking way I am going to leave now, after all I am not a coward and I don't even know him. Do I know him? I can't remember anyone like him. Arghhh!!! I hate this when someone look at me like this as if they knew me from the very beginning of the world. Anyways, I need to finish my red velvet cupcake, I love red color. And it's taste so good yummy. I still can feel his eyes on me traveling over my face, as if he lost some treasure and looking for it. I almost finished my cupcake, I will be gone soon and, where is that guy!! He was looking at me a moment ago and now just vanished? Whoa!!! It's a bit weird though I don't... Sighhh!!! What the HELL...... He just stand behind me and I..I just felt his long deep (Sighhhh) over my shoulder. A chills running through my blood cells now, I'm feeling like a prey. As if he is going to hunt me down...!! Should I turn back and ask him what's wrong with me or him that he is acting so weird? I'm confused now, should I! And after a brief moment he just walked past me. Ahhhh!!! What a relief, I should get going now. It's getting late and I need to meet her, another pain in my royal arse!!.

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