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You put a strain of your hair behind your right ear to have a better look to your crush

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You put a strain of your hair behind your right ear to have a better look to your crush.
The boy who made you feel warm inside. The boy, who's smile was like a bright sun to you. The boy who made you believe in the beautifulness of humanity. 𝙢𝙞𝙙𝙤𝙧𝙮𝙖 𝙞𝙯𝙪𝙠𝙪. The person you considered as the loveliest thing of your day.

You didn't talk much to others, almost never. Jirou and Momo, the literally sweetest girls you knew. Jirou and you clicked immediately due your love for music and her silent type, Momo was incredibly nice and it's also fun to hang around with her. These two girls were your best friends and you appreciated to have them. You didn't felt the urge to communicate with the rest of your class, so you trained a skill to avoid speaking with the super quirky students of class 1-A.

It was quite different with Izuku. Izuku always made you smile, his laugh was too adorable, the way he cared for others, his intellect. You knew you had fallen in love with every little detail of the freckled boy, his hair, his smile, his mumbling. Everything.
You could listen to him all day long, he also paid attention to you. You two walked home together for 7 months, which made the walk home at the end of the day the most exited moment of the day. You slowly realized that you couldn't hide your feelings any longer and that's why you wanted to confess to the green haired boy. Today.

You sat the whole night at the baby blue colored letter and worked out the simple sentence.

I have something on my shoulders for a long time and I finally find the strength to tell you this.
I like you, I like you so much that I just can't hide it anymore. I enjoyed every second we'd spend together since we first met and I hope you feel the same for me or at least give me the chance to give me some time to let me show you how much i like you so you could hopefully return those feelings.

-L/N Y/N
𝓂𝓎 # +𝟪𝟣 𝟥𝟪𝟢𝟢𝟨𝟩____

You could just pray he would return those feelings, than otherwise you wouldn't know how to handle a rejection.

◺☆*:.。.:*☆◹

The last class was over and your heart was already raising of excitement. You already stuck the baby blue letter in his bag im the boys locker room and hoped he wouldn't approach you still in school.

You said bye to your only 2 friends and quickly left the classroom.

You decided to come to school bye bike, so you wouldn't have to take your usual walk home with the crush of yours. You also muted your phone and put it in your back. Every ping would just disturb you from driving, since it could always be Izuku's reply of your confession.
The warm sweat ran down your face and your breathing was heavier than usual. You felt like panicking and the distraction feeling of unwellness grew inside your chest, it was an awful feeling.

"Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck."

You stopped at a traffic light and leaned at your right foot for support.

"What if he rejects me and our friendship ruined?" It was a almost not hearable whisper to yourself and yoj looked blankly at the traffic light.

"What if...." You stopped and sealed your mouth mentally. You should definitely stop overthinking every situation and just let happen what was going to happen. It was out of your hand already, since you sneaked in the boys locker room and put that baby blue letter in his back. If he rejects you, you would just spend a weekend crying in your fluffy bed with ice cream and never talk to him again. Maybe he was gay, then you didn't even had to cry, perhaps just a little.

"Hey kiddo!" You just entered your living room and looked over to the kitchen where your father stand, cooking lunch.

"Hey Dad. What's for lunch today?" You removed your sneakers from your feet and flipped in some slippers.

"Gulasch soup. Can you call your brother for lunch and set the table already?" He tried a sip from the reddish soup and seemed satisfied.
You nodded and went upstairs.

"Hey Elio, lunch ready get do-what the fuck." your brother snapped in with a shook expression and froze in his position, under an half naked guy.

"GET OUT." You shut the door immediately and stood shook in front of it.
So he's a bottom.
She thought and went downstairs again.

◺☆*:.~:*☆◹

Nothing.

There was nothing.

Her handy display never looked so empty.
She grabbed her chest and fell down her bed. Maybe he haven't seen her letter yet or he still had to think about his respons. Dawn thought about many sceneries and got upset about all of them. She spend the whole day tensed and anxiety filled in her room with her phone beside of her. She couldn't use it but also couldn't be far away from it, it was a dilemma. Her concentration was completely gone, her only distraction was a nap.

"Fuck this shit."

y/n stood up and walked straight to her brothers room, opened the door and let herlself fall beside of him on his bed.

"Oni-chan, I need your help."

He frowned to her. "So we still don't know how to knock?"

She looked up to him. "Elio. Chile. Who was this guy by the way?" y/n leaned her head on her hand and waited for her brother to reveal his secret lover.

"This was just an fellow student from my college, we worked at a school project."

"And you think I believe that?"

"You said you needed help?" He tried to distrect her from the topic. Successfully, because she started crying.

"I sent my crush a love letter and he didn't answer yet and now I don't know what to do." Dawn put her face in one of his pillows to hide her crybaby face.

"You did what?!"
He stood up from the bed and looked shook at his sister.

"You, my shy, crybaby, insecure, introverted, annoying sister had the balls to confess to a guy. Let me process that first."

Dawn looked up to him. "Yeah, I did it and he didn't answer yet and I'm afraid to face him tomorrow."

He looked thoughtfully to the h/c haired girl. "Is it this green haired boy? You know, whole cinnamon roll dude, aka. broccoli hair?"

His sister nodded.

"He's so sweet, he seems like the dude who gets friendzoned and not otherwise."

"That's not the point El, what should I do?!" y/n raised her voice and Elio stepped a few steps away from her.

"Woah, chile tiger queen, I think even if he rejects you, it wouldn't change much about your guys friendship. It's not awkward as long you don't make it awkward yourself." He sat besides her and pat her head.

"And you're such a beautiful girl, no one could ever rejects you, tiger." the depressed girl slightly smiled at him and hugged his waist. "Thank you Oni-chan, I'm still depressed but it covers a bit."

"No problem, your my sister, but please knock at my door or I'm done with you."

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