Everything changed.

I sat on a bench in the park and cried. I cried for hours.It was cold and it was raining but I didn't want to go home. I did not want to attract attention but I just I didn't know where to go.I noticed that there was a guy watching me all the time but I ignored him... I wondered why is he standing there all the time.Then, I heard him taking a deep breath ,suddenly he was standing right in front of me. I looked at him and he smiled. ,he was so pretty.

„You look like you are in a trouble.“ He smiled,again.I ignored that and said

„Why were you standing there all the time?“

He sat down „I wanted to help you but,..I wasn't sure do you need help“

I stood up „That's right,I don't need your help,I don't need anybody's help.“ I took my bag and turned. Suddenly he grabbed my hand „Please,don't go.“

I had no strength to resist, I went back and sat down.He held my hand all the time.

„Tell me,what's wrong? Why were you crying here for hours?“

I started crying again,I felt so lost.He didn't know what to say,he just hugged me. It was weird I even don't know his name.But,it helped me,I calmed down,actually that hug meant a lot to me.

„I'll drive you home to your parents,if you want.“ DRIVE? He's 18 or more.

„No ,please don't . I don't wanna go home“ I yelled loud and started crying again.

Then I repeated quetly „Please don't.“

He looked at me gently „Then,I'm taking you to my place until you calm down“ He stood up.

„NO! I can't go with you,what's about your parents ? What will they say ?“

He laughed but I saw the saddnes in his eyes  „I don't live with my parents.“ He took my hand again and took me to his car...He drived very well.I was watching him all the time.

„What ? Is something wrong with me?“ He smiled.

„No but,I don't know you.You can kill me or something“

„And why didn't I kill you in the park, do you think that I want blood in my house?“

We both laughed,. Of course I knew that he would't kill me or something like that,but I didn't know what to say.

„Tell me somthing about you“ I was never actually good with telling people something about me.

„Well,.My name is Alex. I'm 17, and...“ I really didn't know what to say.

„Why were you crying?“

„Umm...It's a long story“ I felt embarrassed.He helped me ,at least I shall tell him what was wrong.

„I live with my mom ,my dad left us when she was pregnand. She's addicted to alcohol.“ I took a deep breath. „It was very hard to grow up with her. Most of the time I lived with my grandmother. She learned me everything that I know now...My life was always wery hard.Other kids always hated me,I didn't had food or clothes...My only happines in life was my grandmother,she died ,that's why I cryed“ I started crying again.He stopped the car,and I as I could see we were at his place.He hugged me again and kissed my forhead.

„Let's go inside,it's cold. Than we're gonna talk.“

He took me to his room and gave me a blanket.We sat there in silence few minutes and than he said

„My parents died when I was 4.And like you ,I only have my grandmother,but I have an older sister.Our grandmother lives with us.This is actually her house.She helped us so much.“ 

„I'm sorry.“ I said. He stood up and lay on the bad I was sitting on. I layed down too.

„My name is Evan and I'm 18“ He smiled and I smiled too...

I opened my eyes. Where the hell am I ? Oh,right,Evan...

„I think I can hear your girlfriend“  I could hear a girl laughing and talking to someone.

„Again,she's not my girlfriend!“ 

Evan said loud.Suddenly he was in the room. He sat right next to me. 

„How do you fell?“

„Evan,I'm so sorry I fell asleep,I hope you're not in trouble because of this.“ I felt ashamed.

„No,don't worry.It's ok. Are you hungry ?“

„Yes,..But  I think I should leave.“

„Is your mom going to worry?“

„No,no..She doesn't care.I just don't want to annoy you.“

„Haha.You don't.I'm glad that you're here cause I know that you're fine.“ He smiled.

„Isn't this weird? You don't know me and I slept in your room...“

„Like I said It's ok.I wanted to help you and that's why you're here.Now lets eat I don't want you to die.“ He smiled and grabbed my hand,my heart started beating fast...

We went to the kitchen.There was a girl ( I guess his sister ) sitting on the kitchen table.

„Hello. Welcome to our family“ She laughed loud.

I was confused „Wait. What did you told her?“

„I told her what happened but she thinks you're my girlfriend.“ He rolled his eyes.

„Isn't my little brother cute?“ She laughed again.

Few minutes after that she asked me „So it's true ? That story he told me is true ?“

„Of course ,you're stupid“ Evan said but she ignored him. I nodded.

„Oh.I'm sorry then..My name is Emilly“

I smiled but I didn't tell her anything cause my mounth was full of food.

„It was nice to meet you,I need to go now see you guys.“ She kissed me and him on the cheek and went.

„I'm sorry,she's crazy..“

„It's ok, I like her.“ I smiled

I stayed there for 3 hours.Evan and I talked a lot.

„Thanks for helping me.“  I said while he was driveing me home.

„You don't have to thank me.I'm glad that I met you.“ He smiled and my heart started beating fast.

„I'd like to see you again.Can I have your number?“ He asked shyly.

I wrote my number ona little paper and gave him.

„Evan,thanks again.You don't know how much this meant to me.“ He smiled,I couldn't stop looking at him ....I kissed him on check and went out the car.

I walked into the house .Bottles of beer,food,clothes. Trash was all over the house.

My mom was watching tv and drinking like always.

„Mom,what happend to the house?“

„Oh honey.I had a little party last night.I hope you don't mind.“ She laughed but she couldn't make my day bad cause I was too happy.

I was thinking about him all the time.Then I remembered how I felt yesterday. I'm glad that everything's over...Suddenly I remebered that my grandmother left me a letter.I needed to promise her that I won't read it until she's dead..

-Dear Alex.

I'm sorry that I left you.But, it was time for me to go..There are many things that I want to tell you.

Thank you for being there for me,.You're something special.I always wanted to make you the happiest person in the world,but now I know,my dear,that wasn't my job.That job is for someone else,for your future husband and father of your kids.I know that you're going to have a great life and that everythings gonna change,just be strong.

I love you more than anything. Your granny.-

„I love you too.“ I whispered in tears.