TRAPPED IN A HOUSE!

One day I was born, in a house full of people, I felt protected.

Once upon a tower, I was born different. People where all around, waiting for me to get that word that my mother keeps telling me. It sounded like:" I lowve youwh"
Anything, anywhere, my parents followed me. How strange that was for me. I was surprised, when I looked at this little kitty who's my age, 14 months. Oh how great was my childhood.

Until 13...this is where everything changed. Dad then, started to be disappearing very much in 2015. I felt unprotected, scared, and alone. My dad left for about 5 years! I mean like...why?
My mother was crying desperately...She was afraid that she had no one to protect her. Then one day we attended church. I was 16, my mother was 52 and there everything changed.
This is where my story began...

"I found my dad! At church!" I said, while me and my mother have gone out the church.
"Sweety! You are kidding aren't you? I dont even remember you dad that much" said My Mother
"I am serious, mother" I said with a serious face, tears where about to fall down from my eyes when I saw dad walking out of the church.
"Hey, remember me Mortha?" Shouted the Father (Mortha is his wife's name)

While my mother was this whole time talking to me about how great was the church and how each Sunday she wanted to come, my lost and now found Father spoke to Mortha, my mother.

They had a conversation together, and became friends once again.
Mortha: "Why did you leave me and the child in 2015?
Harry (my father): "You where very strict to your child, and you never agreed for me to teach her a little about the bible, until now you came to church and finally wanted to go at 52 years old.

Mortha: Oh okay, I never knew, thank you for being honest at least.

Then, we all held hands, and came back home with a huge smiles on our faces.
As I was walking to my big room, I realised that my diary was missing. This diary was very secretive and special to me of course.
I then heard a scream, and quickly ran downstairs, until I see, there, my mother being robbed, all her money was stolen she couldn't do anything.

There, my father came back home, because he was taking his sister to the grocery shop, he said:" Oh my! What is this mess? Who has done this? Is it you Angeline..?"
I said: Dad! There came a robber at my room when I walked in it I lost my diary! I think, that it's the robber who took it! I'm sure!
Then, I heard screaming, I quickly ran downstairs, until I see that the robber had kidnapped my mother, while, he stole all of her 700$!!!!"
My dad:" Oh-"
Me: " Believe it or not, it's true Father Harry. I lost my precious diary!"
My dad:" Let me speak!-"
Me:" I give up on trying to make money to buy another diary Father its useless!  Who knows what will happen next! Now I am here without a mother!"
My dad:" Let me speak, stop being over dramatic. We have the Lord on our side!"
Me:" Oh the Lord? Who? You mean Jesus?"
Dad:" Correct! He is also the Son of God! He is our Lord and Savior! Let me teach you how to pray! My secret is prayer. I pray and ask God why did this happen, or what should I do or why am I sad or lost! And he, is right there waiting for you all to come back to your Creator! God is our creator!
There is in fact, a verse in the bible that says:

For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believed in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
John 3:16

Me: I feel, happy when you said to me this Father Harry! Thanks!!

Dad: No, don't thank me. Thank the Lord he is the one who did this and who wrote this and who said this several Times to different people in different countries, I am just a messenger of God dear!

Me: WOW! I never heard such words ! In church they just spoke about when Jesus called the disciples!

Dad:" Just as Jesus called the disciples, so does he call you right now in the name of Jesus!"

When Dad said this...I felt like an electricity just came out of me! I felt so much happiness more than when I was at church! Maybe because I did not listen to what the church was saying to me...I was too distracted thinking about when I will make my tik tok video of myself writing on my diary....(I kept this a secret from dad instead I said)
Me: Oh how great that is
Dad: What is that thing that is on your mind?
Me: nothing
Dad: something
I was shocked. Very much after what he told me.
Dad: I see you shocked because of what I told you isn't it?
Daughter, you don't know this but....
As dad was waking to close the door of the entire house, he told me:" You will never have eternal happiness unless you follow Jesus and leave every single material thing behind my love"

I wanted to cry, tears of sadness to be honest i was very attached...Mostly...Addicted to TikTok and fashion...OH AND MY FOOOOOD!!!!!
I DIDNT TELL DAD ANY OF THOSE I JUST AGREED.

Me: Yeah okay father!
Dad: your choice not mine. Now to find your Mother, Mortha let us pray for her tonight at 9pm.

Me: sure ok

Inside of my head, I felt like I didn't want to do this so I had a plan...

Dad: Daughter you just finished dinner. It's 8:20 pm, my beloved go prepare yourself before we go and jump rightly into the prayer session. Praying is a way to communicate with Higher forces, like God and Jesus go daughter!

Me: ok fine Dad I am going

Secretly i was hating what I was doing...when he wanted to seperate me from TikTok I wanted to run out of the house.

Dad: come on sweety! It's 8:50 come to the living room and let's live a life of following Jesus! Isn't this exciting ?
Me: yeah it is
Dad: your face...It tells me your not..
Me: .........Dad.....I ain't to be honest.... it's very weird for me... what is this???

Dad: your choice, you shouldn't agree if you don't want. God gave us the free will to choose or good who is Jesus or the bAd who is Satan and TikTok.

Me: ok...I am going to the toilet!

Dad: sure don't you want to pray with your dad?

Me: No...later

Dad: okay see you tomorrow

Me: goodnight
As I was leaving, that feeling inside of my heart was a feeling of sadness and guilt. Wish i liked praying....