chapter 1 (updated)

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Scarlett's POV

FLASHBACK

"Dad please!" I begged him as he threw me to the ground and kicked me in my stomach. I grabbed my stomach and whimpered letting the tears fall. "You worthless piece of shit!! Why don't you just kill yourself already?!" He spat. You could smell the alcohol on his breath. I looked up and looked at him. The once caring eyes that made me feel safe was now gone and replaced by dark,cold, icy eyes that make me feel scared and helpless. "You're just like your mother! Why don't you go be with her instead?! No one will miss you!!" He kicked me one last time before walking over to the couch and passing out.

END OF FLASHBACK

I shot up from my bed, panting and drenched in sweat. I felt my face and it was damp so i could tell i was crying. I sighed as i looked at the time. 6:24 am. Shit im late! I ran over to my closet and picked out sweatpants and a white t-shirt. I grabbed my makeup and ran into the closet. I stopped the minute i got in there and looked at myself. Ugly. Fat. Worthless. I thought to myself and i felt the tears trying to push out. I swallowed the tears back and wiped my eyes. I turned on my shower and took off my clothes and quickly got in before i saw my reflection again. The warm water hitting my body as i wince from the water hitting my freshly cut arm. I sighed as i washed my body and my hair. I turned off the water and got out. I restrained myself from looking in the mirror as i put my clothes on. I grabbed my foundation and concealer and applied it to my arm. I grabbed my bracelets and put them on. I finished getting ready as i slowly and quietly walked downstairs as i saw my father passed out on the couch. This is gonna be a loooong day. I sighed as i ran out the door and rushed to the bus stop.

Hey guys! So I've been reading so many Harry Styles fanfics with this kind of subject and it gave me inspiration to write my own. Btw if you're someone i know and is reading this dont judge me y'all know my obsession with Harry Styles lately😂❤

Much love,
Carebear💖

(Hey guys i updated this chapter and the description cuz. I took the sister out of it. I didn't really know where to place her in this book)

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