Hidden emotions

After the fight

3rd person
The losers just defeated pennywise they where all sat in a circle talking about the dead lights
"I saw all of us our parents ages" bev said with a nervous tone and continued on.
After a couple hours the losers slowly started to leave starting with Stan " I hate you guys" we said with this classic sassy tone and walked off. Then Eddie but before we went he gave Richie a hug not knowing it would be one of the last ones for a while and then mike,Richie and Ben all left and after a lil kiss goodbye so did bev and bill as bev slowly took one last look at where the losers had just been and walked away to start her new life living with her aunt

Time skip a few months
The losers where at a diner in Derry Richie called saying to meet him there but like always Richie wasn't there yet. 
"W-w-why do you t-think he called us h-h-here" "probs to tell us about him fucking eddies mum" Stan replies with a snicker while Eddie eyerolled. After a few more minutes the bells chimed letting them know someone has enters "Ello my dears how are thou on this fine evening" Richie shouted in a terrible British accent. "Alright trashmouth were all here what's the news" mike said while trying not to laugh, " oh yeh my news Uhm well let's getting something to drink or eat first!"  
Richie has wasted about an hour before he had to tell them but he couldn't keep it in any longer and blurted it out "I'm
Moving " after that everything went deadly silent Stan and bill dropped there straws mike choked on his drink and Ben dropped his cake whereas Eddie just froze and stopped breathing. "W-what" Eddie said nervous that he didn't mishear Richie.  Richie took a death breath before saying "I'm moving ... I just found out today I said I didn't want to I don't have a choice I'm leaving tomorrow I'm sorry I gotta bye I love u guys I'm sorry bye" Richie stumble out before running out little did the losers know that wasn't one fo richies jokes and it was the last time they saw him and they didn't even get to hug or say goodbye or in eddies case tell Richie about his feelings.