Time skip from talking because I don't think anyone cares
Also time skip to night time and Shuichi leaves
I've said goodnight to all of the DICE members and here I am lying in my bed but I have an urge for something, but I can't tell what it is.
Suddenly it clicked, I haven't cut in a long time haven't I?
Wait no... I said I would stop. But a few wouldn't hurt, right? I just need to cut a little to take the pain away.
Whatever it doesn't matter, it truly doesn't.
I go to the wall where the book case is hiding me, so if someone walked in they wouldn't see me.
I pull out the razor and stare at it. Do I really need this? Oh, who am I kidding? I can't live without this.
I roll up my sleeve where past scars were. I start to slice open my skin. God, I almost forgot how good this felt.
15 minutes later
"Haha"
"Wow"
"That got out of hand didn't it?"
I look down and see much more than a few cuts on my arms and legs. I mean, I just couldn't help myself y'know?
"Nishishiahahaha!~" I laugh softly. "Wow, I am truly worthless, aren't I?"
" There's something wrong with me, and here I am trying to get rid of it?" I say out loud.
Red Afro DICE member POV
(Ikr bet you didn't guess that)I hear someone faintly laughing. Wait, that sounds like Kokichi. What's he doing up so late? I should check on him.
I knock on his door "Umm boss? You okay?" I hear him laugh again "Nishsishi~ of course I am!" He says. He's lying, I can tell. "I'm coming in okay?" I say. "Okay! Just give me a minute?" He says again, what does he need to get ready for? We're all family here, I don't think it matters.
"O-okay" I stutter
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Fanfiction⚠️Warning⚠️ -Suicidal thoughts -Cutting -Angst I think you catch my drift (there's fluff at the end :3) also art is not mine