Nothing ever seemed okay since that night, the night I witnessed something unbearable. It got me thinking about life how life is really fucked up...
I never really recovered from that night....It's hard to talk about it.... it's hard to think about it....it's even hard to imagine it....
I was startled by him, the boy in the black hoodie with red eyes looking back at me..... he told me to call him the devil..... so I did.
He asked me - "will you EVER be okay lil girl?".
"Not really, I'll never be okay because of that night and it scares me to think about it...."
"Then don't think about it. You have the power to control your own thoughts, what happens in your mind. You know?".
"But I can't control my thoughts, the devil comes out at night and tells me what to do, what to say, even what to think about".
"You can CONTROL your thoughts, you just have to actually be able too."
"But....I....Can't.... you know that Devil. What makes you think I can overcome this nightmare I'm living in.?".
"You just have to BELIEVE in yourself, and when you believe you will finally be able to control your own thoughts lil girl".
I just stared at the ceiling, not wanting to talk about this anymore.... Devil got closer to me and sat down on the floor, I could only see his spirit because I KNEW he wasn't real.
He wasn't real because nothing was real right about now, my thoughts were just floating in the air not knowing where to go.
I kept hearing his voice in the back of my head....
"It's okay lil girl" - Devil
Nothing was 100% okay.....
YOU ARE READING
All I've Known
Short StoryWhen you think life has gotten easier but then it turns out to be worse then you ever Could imagine. Yup that's my life for you...
