If I Can't Have You | GOT7 [SEQUEL] ✔

Chapter Four

"Hi jackson" Rose hailed the male as she walked up to him as he waited on the elevator.  "Hey Rose, how are you." She nodded "I'm good, excited! Thanks for letting me feature on your track." He smiled "No, thank you for accepting." She laughed and walked into the elevator before seeing her husband standing at the reception desk glaring at the chinese native who seem so unbothered. "Stop....." she lipped to Anthony as the door closed. "I'm sorry, he's very jealous--Sometimes." Jackson shrugged it off, "it's nothing new.."

"When will Got7 make a comeback? I haven't seen all the boys back yet." He sigh. "Jaebeom, Jinyoung, BamBam and Youngjae are back in South Korea doing their individual things and Mark still is here with family while I'm here working." She nodded. "But the boys should be back soon though.  He winked and she laughed. "I love this track tho, you should sing more often. The rasp you have is extremely unique." The artist blushed "oh stop it." Rose giggled once more and leaned back. "I'm happy I met you though, I needed a friend and you are very genuine."

Jackson leaned back aswell after turning down the track. "You have friends, the boys and ariana." Jackson saw the scorn on her face as he mention the girl who last memory rose had of her was horrid. "Ariana told us about the fight you both had years ago but you both made up after that, believe me." Rose looked at Jackson who stared straight at her. "Ariana cried and sat by your side every single day in the hospital. She was even admitted in the hospital because she fell out. Jaebeom had to force her to eat even."

"Did we really made up?" He nodded. "You both were never seen without the other." She hummed in response and nodded. "Let's finish up shall we."

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"Ariana!!" Rose called out to the female who was walking to her car. "Hi.." she spoke out with a small smile as she jogged up to her. "You wanna go for dinner? Catch up?" Ariana cracked a small smile and nodded. "I'd like that."

Laughter was between the two, both grateful that Rose decided to push Anthony's discouragement aside and meet up. "Jackson told me you never left my side. Thank you, and I'm sorry that I don't remember much since our altercation." Ariana shook her head, "you don't have to apologize because it isn't your fault, I understand."

As Ariana spoke Rose memories of the female came back in short seconds flashes. Nothing to pinpoint nor explain, the pictures came to a sudden stop as ringing echoed through her ear and looked down at her cellphone. "Hello?" She answered after excusing herself. "Where are you?" She went to spill her business but she did otherwise. "I'm with Brittany, we went for food." She heard her husband tense voice. "Oh, I thought you was with Ariana. Someone told me they saw y'all leave together." She gulped softly. "No, we all was speaking on resuming the group, she went home." She lied as the convent continued. "I'm coming back now, I'm just waiting for your plate."

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"Where's brittany?" Anthony inspected and rose shrugged. "She only had to drop me off, didn't know you wanted her to stay." Anthony laughed and his hand raised in a fist before he held himself back. "Ooh, you lucky I don't beat you down like I did before." He mumbled beneath his breath but she still heard to his disadvantage. "Huh?" he smirked. "Nothing. Hope y'all had a great time" he spoke through gritted teeth and yank the food from her grip.

She blinked back tears before she gasp as she flinched from the memory that suddenly appeared.

"I just took some friends out to dinner." He stepped towards me. "who, because Ariana was at work. From what I know, you don't have any friends." He stepped closer. "are you cheating on me? 'cause I swear to God if you are i--"  "I'm not fucking cheating on you!! I can make friends Anthony!! For the love of God let me breath!!" I pushed him away from me creating space.

Her eyes closed as the ache slowly made it's way to her left and right temple.  She took a seat in the couch as the vision continued.

He gripped my wrist tightly and pulled me to him "ow!! Anthony stop!" I screamed. "Don't ever touch me like that again." He pushed me away resulting with me twisting my ankle in the heels I wore. I squeak softly as the aching immediately begun, "warm up my fucking food and bring it to me." I held my ankle in pain as he stared down at me. "The fuck are you waiting on?! Go!" His voice boomed through my ear as the vision came to a close.

Rose sat there quietly as the migraine pounded her head, however, the current memory stained the reality she was living presently. She looked at the direction of the dining room as Anthony ate.

She maneuvered herself upstairs to their bathroom after making a quick stop to their 'library' as they like to call it since the room consist of multiple books and a computer.

She sat in the hallway bathroom, doors locked and warm water running with some epsom salt to soak in. As she wait, she stared at the book in her hand, it us unused. She opened the booklet and grabbed the pen she brought beside her.

Journal Entry #1
Date: September 4th, 2019