I'M FOURTEEN FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!
His hand started to move swiftly up my thigh making me quiver.
Can he fucking not, he is driving me insane. I'm fourteen years old... I am definitely not ready for sex.
There, me and that damn jock Kevin Hollister in between the deep maroon sheets cuddling....but Kevin seems to be acting a little touchy. Although me and Kev were a year apart, we were a serious couple going strong for a good seven months. God his perfect white, and straight smile and blonde, almost white,shaggy hair made me want to crash his lips on to mine...but I'm really uncomfortable with this whole sex situation.
Kevin reached his hand up my shirt almost to reach my breast but I grabbed his hand and said, "sorry I can't... I'm too young... I'm not ready" I felt relieved. I grabbed my backpack and ran out of the bedroom door. Right as I spoke, I could see the anger in Kevin's deep dark blue eyes. "YEAH YOU BETTER RUN YOU LITTLE BITCH" I could hear Kevin's anger raging coming from the bedroom behind me.
I mean Im 14 for crying out loud! I can't believe innocent, cute, and loving Kevin I know shouted at me... and called me a bitch. I sobbed as I ran to my house five blocks away in the 29° weather.
As soon as I reached my house, which for some reason I missed so much, I ran into my mother sitting at the white table in the beach-themed kitchen drinking a cup of what I assumed tea. I slammed the door behind me she immediately looked up at me, noticing my dry tears and my long red hair in a mess. her face.. when she looked up, had so much emotion...I couldn't describe it. "OH MY GOODNESS HONEY!!"
*flash forward yay*
After a long, hard conversation with my mom about the situation with Kevin, and how I will never be able to face that douche ever again, she says something unexpected... "I was thinking you would be mad at me or sad that you had to leave- um hon... I got a job upgrade in north Carolina."
I had no expression. I didn't know whether to be happy that I can move away from my friends-shit, I don't have friends!!! I only have fake ones who liked Me just for Kevin! yaaaaaaasssss! My mom looked up at me while I was thinking about this. I looked at her with a frown and quickly screamed, "EEEYYYAAAAAASSSS" My mom looked at me frightened then did on of those mom/Santa laughs like " hohohoho " I got up from the blue couch to go and hug her. we both were jumping up and down laughing.
I went in to my yellow painted room with my chevron futon and sat down. I instantaneously pulled out my black iPhone 5s and tweeted: "#movingtoNC #swagmoney #yas #noboyfriendnoproblem #I'llmissallofmyfakefriends #byebitches #wow #goodbyenewjersey"
I laid down on my futon and started at my ceiling. Then at my walls. pictures of me and Kevin scattered across all of my walls. Kissing. Hugging. With fake friends. Silly selfies...I got up and took all of them off of my walls and wall walked down stairs.
*a/n*
kailyn's house kind of looks like Aria's from pretty little liars. look it up.
*back to story yayyyyy*
I threw all of them in to the fire place that was already fired up. I say down on the carpet and watched all of the memories burn in flames. my mother came and sat next to me. I popped an irrelevant question.
"when is dad coming back?"