Dreamer (One Direction Fan-Fiction)

Chapter Twelve - Family Time

Emily's P.O.V. 

" Mom..." I whispered walking into the living room..... 

I came home from Liams still a little bit flustered and scared from the kiss. 

My mom looked up at me with a tired and stressed look on her face. 

She was leaning up against the arm of the couch. 

" Yes?..." She said looking at my cat costume in a judging way.  

" Can I talk to you?" I asked hesitating. 

I twired my fingers together and mom looked at me lovingly. 

" Of course sweetie!!" She patted the soft couch cusion. 

I sat down beside her and let out a long painful sigh. 

" Mom....I'm confused." I blurted out with a frown.

She stroked my hair lightly and sighed.... 

" About what sweetheart?" 

I felt a tears form in the corners of my eyes but I held them back trying to think posative. 

There where so many thoughts in my mind that I honestly didn't know where to start. 

" I-I Almost fainted from the....Muscle restriction today.....And I'm afraid I would have to go back into the hospital." I mumbled sitting up as mom mum muted the TV. 

" It's getting worse?!" the worry and guilt started to drip from her words. 

She always throught she wasn't here for me much because of her job. And telling her this made me worry even more.

She placed her hand on my shoulder moving her light brown hair behind her head. 

I looked into her eyes and didn't know what to say. 

" I think so..." I mumbled quietly. 

She sighed painfully and I started to feel the overwhelming feeling start to catch up with me. 

I drew in a sharp breath and felt the tears started to stream. 

They where warm and salty as they hit my lips and Mum looked at me in confusion. 

" Sweetheart.....You know you will get through this..." She whispered pulling me onto her shoulder. 

my curls fell onto my face tangling with each sob. 

" I'm just so confused about what to do..." 

Mom didn't seem to understand but she comforted me anyways. 

But honestly I couldn't tell if I was talking about my disease or if I was talking about my relationship problems. 

The guilt went through my heart.....How could I have kissed Liam.....How could I have enjoyed it when I loved Harry. 

She patted my head and then made me sit upward. 

She tried to get me took look at her but I couldn't I just kept crying. 

" Listen to me...."  She placed her hand under my tear stained chin forcing me to look in her eyes. 

" You are so much stronger than this......And I don't know how your feeling but one thing I know for sure is that people are here for you....I'm here for you." She said compassionatly. 

I nodded rubbing the tears away and only seeing the black stains from the makeup that was now smeared on my face. 

Mom smirked at my smudged makeup.