My "Stepfather"

The Aftermath

My mom was about to walk in and I could never be more angry and scared at the same time. Trey grabs the stuff out from under the sink and starts acting as if he is putting ointment on my cuts as my mom finally walks in.

"What is taking so long in here i'm starving" She says with a smile and adds a laugh.

I stay quiet knowing she'll hear the nervousness in my voice waiting for Trey to reply.

"She wasn't taken it like a champ. I had to keep stopping and blowing the cuts because it was stinging her after every swipe of alcoholic." He said

Damn he was good at lying, my mind thought.

My mom starts laughing and it gets me mad, her viewing me as weak. She starts talking to Trey as he puts the stuff back under the cabinet. I start to think that if she really knew what was going on she wouldn't be laughing and i start laughing at my thoughts.

They turn their attention to me and I hop down from the sink. I look at Trey and remember everything that just happened between us. A look telling him i want so much more. He looks back to me with eyes pleading for me to stop.

I smirk looking back to my mother. She looks between me and Trey and Trey looks down at me with a killing look.

"What happened? Is everything alright ?" She worries.

"Everything is fine, nothing happened" Trey reassures calmly.

"I want to hear Nya, Nya are you okay. Why aren't you talking ?" She questions me.

Concerns and confusion showing in her face. With suspicion creeping in. I need to say something, i need to calm down. I inhale and exhale.

"As you can see, i've been trying to call down from the fight." I begin, my voice coming out better than expected.

"The fight at school, suspension, this fight, the words,  the pain inflicted from the alcohol. It's a lot" I continue.

And there was not one lie told, my mom felt it and so did Trey. I can tell by the way my mom looked at me and by the hole i felt burned in the side of my head from Trey.

"I'm sorry, Nya. It was crazy of me to think that something else was going on" My mom says, she assumed i was throwing myself onto her man.

Seeing as she thought this in the past to a guy who was touching me without my consent. She believed him over me, but with Trey, it felt natural and comfortable to talk and be around him. Or everyone has just damaged me to the point where i don't care how a man treats me.

Oh mom if only you really knew. I open my mouth to speak again before Trey beats me to it, speaking first.

"I would never let another women put their lips or anything on what belongs to you". He says, so convincingly, i would've melted.

I puke in my mouth as I was just someone who couldn't get a kiss out of him. She smiles and they start kissing.

I walk out of the bathroom quickly, not knowing to cry because my feelings are hurt, throw up after seeing him kiss my mother or be angry at him for kissing her after just having me weak to the knees I reach into a room where my stuff was, after running into a lot of other rooms that wasn't mine.

I don't have time to admire the room before going into the bathroom connected to the room. I turn on the shower and stand underneath in the silence of the water around me. Why did i let him get me there? How could he get me there ? I shove the thoughts to the back of my head, with everything else.

My hair is naturally curly so I wash it wanting to wear it out curly tomorrow. I call my bestfriend Jade and she answers on the first ring.

"What's up babe" She says, giggly.

I swear she never fails to make me laugh or smile.

I giggle, "I need to talk to you" I say.

"Okay i'm all ears" She responds to me quickly, i hear her repositioning herself.

I give her the story, from Trey picking me up, to the door being broken into, to us getting to his house, to the fight and finally the bathroom.

"Damn girl this is just twisted." She sighed

"Do u like him?"  She asked.

I was hesitant to answer, not even knowing the truth myself.

"I don't know, maybe, he is really attractive. But i don't know if it's more than that". I say to her, very unsure myself.

I hear her laugh before stopping, meaning she's getting serious.

"You need to figure it out. Regardless of your answer, you and him cannot be an item. So, we're going out tomorrow night to this party and you're going to bring a sexy man to that house and get laid." She responds to me.

I laugh, responding, "Okay goodnight girl, I love you."

I would not sleep with another man, that's not me. But i'll let Jade think whatever she wants.

"I love you too girl" She responds to me.

I hang up the phone and lay in the bed thinking about what Jade said. The only thing clouding my thoughts is Trey. Trey and his touch, his words, how they affect me, how he makes my heat in between my legs pool with liquid.

If i get with another man it would just be because i'm jealous. Jealous my mom was the one to get the kiss. The words of affirmation and it sounds so crazy. But I know he wants me to and me with another man would make him jealous too so why not.

Minutes go by...

I try to force myself to sleep but end up staying up, letting my thoughts take over. I replay the moment with me and Trey, getting lost within our memory. Lost within his touch, his eyes, his words.

I feel the liquid dripping from my heat, never knowing i can get this moist. I reach my hands in my panties and start rubbing myself to Treys touch. I work up my clit, until the sensitivity makes me arch off the bed. I let out a soft moan and begin pushing my other fingers in and out of me, starting slow but getting faster and faster.

I move around the bed uncontrollably, losing myself in his feeling. Making him appear in front of me, using his hands instead of me using my own. I feel myself getting close to my orgasm. My body is aching for it, and finally, I release. Whispering out Treys name as I do, tiredness coming over me.

I finally am able to fall asleep.