Don't Forget Me~ Ethan Dolan

3. I need You

WARNING THERE WILL BE SELF HARM AND A ATTEMPT OF SUICIDE, IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE THAT

DON'T READ THIS CHAPTER!!!

Ethan's POV

We came home from dinner last night, you could feel how tense the room was when we got home. I always made things hard for people, sometimes I want to kill myself but I know deep down that Grayson still needs me, As much as we fight and argue I can't leave him here by himself I'm all that he has left.

Tonight was different I know that everyone would be better off without me, I mean Grayson has somebody now... Her name is Kristina I can tell that she will care for him far better then I will. I headed downstairs rustling through the cabinets for a piece of paper and pen. I found some paper and a pen and sprinted up the stairs, I entered my room closing it and going straight to the bathroom. I started writing.

Dear  Grayson, 

One thing I want you to know first, I love you so much Gray More then ANYTHING in this world, We have not been that close recently and I am truly so sorry for the way I treated you. I Know that after I'm gone you will live the best life without me. Me being here is stopping you from striving for your dreams and I want you to chase them, Just because I died does not mean that you shouldn't do what makes you happy , I want you to be happy Grayson that's all I ever wanted  for you. I know it may be sad for a couple of weeks and Grayson you have to listen to me on this one, It is NOT your fault that I committed suicide it was a thing I was bound to do, I want you to know that if anything you were the thing keeping me alive. You shouldn't feel guilty because none of this is your fault. I know that you will be just fine without me because you have a wonderful person by your side...Kristina.  Tell her that I said she was the best partner that I could've asked for and that I am so sorry for the way I treated her. You too grayson I am truly sorry for the pain I have caused you and my selfish acts, I just need you to know I love you So SO SO much 

And I will miss you

-Ethan Dolan

I put the pen down and read over the note, tears brimmed my eyelids. I put the note neat on the counter so that if anyone finds me then they will find the note first. I took a deep breath...I was ready to leave this world. I grabbed my phone and opened the case and grabbed the blade that sat in the case. I grabbed it and turned on the bathtub water and got in it, I was crying I wish I could've said bye to him and hugged him and told him how much I loved him. I relaxed in the warm tub with my clothes on, I look at my wrist and put the blade on my delicate skin, I slice my wrist and the blade going through my soft skin, I winced at the pain. I laughed putting my arm in the water letting all the blood go into the water turning the tub red, I could feel myself fading away.

 This was it

This was my time.

Kristina's POV

I was in Grayson's room looking for a brush for my hair. I was trying to be as quiet as I can because Grayson was asleep. I sat on the bed defeated, but then I heard Ethan's bath running. It has been running for a long time so I decided to go in there and check on him and ask for a brush. As I quietly opened the door exiting grayson's room, I tip toe to Ethan's room and knock lightly on the door waiting for him to answer. Assuming he was in the shower I pushed open the door glancing around the room I saw the bathroom light was on so I walked over to the bathroom. I knocked on the door...No answer. "Hey, Ethan can I borrow a hair brush" still no answer. I push the door open and my eyes landed on a life less Ethan laying in the tub. 

I screamed so loud the neighbors could've probably heared me "ETHAN" I say shaking him "Come on get up, get up!" I say shaking him. I quickly get out the bath tub and grab his phone dialing 911. Grayson comes stumbling in the bathroom " OH MY GOD, ETHANN" He screams "Yes hello This is Kristina Alice, My f-friend tried killing himself, P-Please help he might not make it!!" I say scared of whats gonna happen. I hand grayson the phone so that he can tell the operators his address, I look for something to help cover the cuts on his wrist, I look down and see his shirt I grab it and immediately tying it around his wrist. "come on Ethan don't leave...grayson needs you" I say sobbing into him holding his body " I need you". 

People came rushing in the bathroom telling us to step aside, I followed there instruction. Right as I was about to leave I saw a note, I quickly grabbed it and stuffed it in my pocket. I grabbed Grayson and we both headed outside and into the car following after Ethan 

*ARRIVING AT THE HOSPITAL*

We quickly got out of the car and ran into the hospital looking for Ethan, on cue Ethans bed came bursting through the emergency doors. Running after him the doctors pushed us aside and told us to wait in the lobby. Me and grayson walked to the lobby and sat in the chairs, I looked over at grayson and his eyes were bloodshot. I quickly remembered that there was a note in my back pocket, I handed it to grayson. 

Grayson's POV

Why would he try to commit? oh god it was my fault wasn't it, If I wasn't such a pussy and would talk to him and be a loving brother like I was supposed to be none of this would be happening right now. I see Kristina trying to give me something I look at her and grab the thin piece of paper. I open it and start reading it. 

Kristina POV

I stare at grayson's face while he reads note He starts balling, I quickly Wrap him in hug whispering "He's going to be alright okay grayson". He gave me the note and I opened it, Graysons shaky finger pointed at the part he wanted me to read. I started to read the delicate letters on the paper "you have a wonderful person by your side...Kristina. Tell her that I said she was the best partner that I could've asked for and that I am so sorry for the way I treated her." I started crying after reading the last sentence. 

I knew I didn't treat ethan like he was the best person ever and he probably dosen't want my pity. Why does this hurt so much?? I barely know him. My thoughts got interrupted by a nurse saying "Family of Ethan dolan" Me and Grayson quickly got up. "follow me" The doctor says.

We entered Ethans room and saw him peacefully asleep. He looked so much better then he did in the bathtub. I raced over the side of the bed and held his soft hand. Grayson was on the other side petting his hair. We sat there for about an hour, my eyes were barely staying open so I let them shut.

Ethan POV

My head was POUNDING it hurt so bad. I open my eyes to a hospital light, No it didn't work... I'm not dead. I feel somebody's soft hand in mine, I look down to Kristina asleep. Her head was laying on the bed but her body was in the chair, and she was holding my hand, I smile and squeeze her hand waking her up from her slumber. 

A/N

HAHA Left you on a cliff hanger. I am so sorry about that, The next chapter should be out in about 1-2 days...I don't know yet. I hope you guys Enjoyed, I love you have a Good Day

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