Chap 6
" mom? "
" your doctor is here baby "
" Nancy right?"
I look at him and I can say that a good-looking guy.
If I'm just a normal girl. A girl that is healthy and in good condition, not like a weak and fragile girl.
I probably got attracted to my doctor.
But I'm not a normal girl, I'm just a weakling girl that live with medication, Breathing the different chemicals in the hospital and Hoping for the day that I will leave this room.
" yes, I'm Nancy "
" my name is lance Wilson and I'm your doctor starting from now Nancy "
" I just want to tell you that many doctors tried to help me but any of them don't make me free with my illness"
" we will do our best so you'll be free with your illness"
" I don't want to hope anymore. I rather accept the fact that I'll be staying in this room until my last breath "
" you're such a negative thinker, maybe I can't promise but we will try okay? "
Try? How many times I have heard that word. Twice? Trice? Or more than that.
" okay "
" good, a doctor and a patient need to work together so we go first at knowing each other, you go first "
"I'm not that kind of person who usually talks about myself"
" okay, let just put it this way that I want to know you not as your doctor but as your friend" he smilingly said.
" my mom didn't inform me that my doctor is friendly"
" well accept it because your doctor is friendly and your doctor want you to be his friend"
I just smile. I lie to him, telling about myself is not a problem for me I just want to test if his strict or something but I'm wrong because his friendly and I feel comfortable to him.
" okay my friendly doctor, my name is Nancy Prale Harper, 19yrs. Young, daughter of Mr. And Ms. Harper and I have a little brother "
" pretty name you have, how long have you stayed here?"
" about a month"
" and what did you miss? "
" be able to live normal "
" before you got here what's your life outside?"
" I'm happy, even if I know that I have this illness my family give me strength through their love, I love my life not until that night"
" the night you were brought here?"
" yes "
" why your still here?"
" because I need to "
He smiles and I think his not satisfied with my answer.
" are you sure that's the reason?"
"no, I'm still here because of the people who love me and that is my family"
" very well said, I'm asking you this questions to light you up why Im here "
"to help me? You know doctors are not healers they just know how to cure or prevent a disease"
"Maybe I'm not a healer but I will try my best to help you and I only need your cooperation "
Doctors are smart. They study a lot of things.
" okay "
" thank you for sharing Ms. Harper and for accepting me as your friend "
I just smile and nod at him.
I look at him walk away, and many things come out in my mind.
