I felt awful, felt like nothing... just like meaningless garbage that didn't deserve to keep living. I felt like dying... I started to sob endlessly, until sunrise came up.
I didn't get any sleep, I just couldn't, I didn't deserve that privilege... I honestly wanted to disappear, forever, but I couldn't... at least not without apologizing to Felix first.
I just really hoped that he would accept my apologies after everything I did... even though I knew I didn't deserve his acceptance as well. Do you still want me?
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"They say it's darkest of all before the dawn."
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𝐓𝐨𝐲 - 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐱
Fanfiction❗️𝗧𝗪❗️ 𝗧𝗼𝘅𝗶𝗰 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽 (don't worry it's not too graphic) 𝗗𝗼 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝘂𝗻𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗳𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗮𝗯𝗹𝗲. ----------------------------------- ❝𝑷𝒆𝒓𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒔, 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒎𝒆?❞ ...
