𝐓𝐨𝐲 - 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐱

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Later that same day, I spoke to Felix about my guilt and apologized. His face seemed blank for a moment, until he finally spoke up.

He said it was okay, that I didn't need to worry because I recognized that I was in the wrong, but so was he...

He recognized that our relationship wasn't a healthy one since the beginning. He just didn't say anything because he was afraid of losing me forever.

  He recognized that it was only a one sided love, that he deserved someone better... that I never truly felt the same way for him.

That no matter how hard he tried to keep the relationship going, we're just not meant to be, and that it was time to let me go. That was the most upsetting part of it all...

The fact that I'll probably never have another chance again, that I let it slip that easily. That it was over, for good... Do you still want me?

"Got to move on, I think it's time."