You changed my life right around - Nathan Sykes Fanfic.

Chapter 1

So it was just a normal day and I was walking back home from work with my earphones in listening to a new song called I Found You which is sang by a big, British - Irish boyband 'The Wanted'. The members are Siva Kaneswaran, Tom Parker, Max George, Nathan Sykes and Jay McGuiness. I have been a fan of these lads since the very beginning when they were touring schools. They have now cracked America and wow they are doing amazing. They have sort of taken over my life but they have also saved me life.

It was around Christmas time in the year 2011 and I felt suicidal. My mum died on 10th May 2010 due to a car crash and from then on my life switched upside down.

Before my mum died me, my dad and my mum were all happy and it was great. Yes we had our arguments but that's normal. My mum was always there for me to talk to if I had any Girly problems and my dad was always there for me to talk to if I had boyfriend problems. My parents were both there for me. We never saw our other family because my mums family all live in Scotland (we live in London) and my dad fell out with his family so we never see them.

****FLASHBACK****

However I was waiting for my mum to pick me up from dance class and she was half an hour late. I then saw my dads car and he picked me up and explained my mum had been in a car crash on the motorway and she was seriously injured.

After about a week she passed away.

From there onwards my life went downhill. My dad couldn't cope. I couldn't cope. I fell out with dad. I starved myself thinking it would help with the money problems we were having so my dad only had to buy food for himself. I began to self harm. I got depression and one day I wanted to end my life and go to where my mum is. I went on twitter that day and tweeted a big paragraph for all my followers.

'@MonicaTheWanted:

Ok, so I have something to confess. My mum died in the year 2010 and me & my dad haven't been coping. I began to starve myself which made me anorexic. I self harm. I suffer from depression and I've had enough.

Today I am going to be taking my life.

I just cause harm to myself and to the people around me. I have no use in this world anymore.

Even though a lot of TWFanmily have been there for me I just can't do it anymore.

I still love you all and I will be watching from heaven.

Much Love Monica x'

That was what I tweeted. After I sent it I walked out of the house and I hopped onto a bus to take me to the tube station. I was going to just simply jump in front of a train.

I arrived and walked all around and I managed to use my train pass I get free to get in for free.

I walked to the nearest platform and decided to tweet one more thing.

'@MonicaTheWanted:

A train will help me with what I'm about to do. Bye for now x'

I scanned through my mentions and people were telling me to stop it and stay alive but I can't do it anymore. I just can't.

After about 10 minutes I stood on the very end of the platform near the train rails. I heard the train coming. My heart started thumping even more. The adrenaline was running through my body. The train was getting louder and louder. It was about to come and I was getting ready to jump.

I half leaped into the air but I didn't make it in front of a train because someone pulled me back. I tried to get out of their grip before it was too late for me to jump but the stranger was holding on tightly. I calmed down and turned around and looked at who it was and I didn't recognise the person at all. They had a good up and looked really scary. "Calm down May, please don't do this." The stranger sounded familiar but how did they know my name.