CHAPTER 19

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Calum

"Your sister seems really nice." Luke says closing my room door.

"She is." I say sitting down on my bed.

"Is something wrong?" He asks sitting next to me.

I sigh "I don't know." I really don't know what's wrong.

"Come, lay down and cuddle with me." Luke says getting comfy on my bed laying his head on the pillows. I chuckle but oblige.

I scoot next to him and he wraps his arms around me. I rest my head on his chest and I hear the rhythmic beats of his heart. Nothing has sounded more soothing.

"Now tell me," he starts. I look up at his face as he draws small circles on my back with his thumb. "How many scars do you have?" He asks. That question knocked the air right out of me.

It takes me a while to reply. "Way too many to count." I say but it's true. I have so many I don't even know anymore.

"Why cut? You're wasting a perfectly beautiful body." He says looking at me right in the eye. His gaze is very intimidating so I look down and mess with his shirt.

"I guess I'm just not satisfied with it."

"But, I am."

I look back up at him. He has this look in his eye. It looks like....I don't know....lust. Yeah that's what it is, lust in his ocean colored eyes. I sit up and so does he. I push him down.

"No, stay down." I say

"What are you doing?" Luke asks but I shush him. He looks confused. Get this, we've said we love each other but we've never even kissed. But I plan on changing that, right now.

"Just...calm down," I say with a chuckle "its not like I'm going to murder you."

"Then whats going on?" He asks trying to get up but I stop him by sitting on top of him. His eyes widen and he bites his lip to hold back the smile I can totally see. His lip ring clinks with his teeth.

"Well, we've said 'I love you' to each other already right?" I ask

"Yes...where is this going?"

"And you've meant it right?"

"Of course I mean it Calum. I do love you, with all my heart and soul. Keep in mind I said it first, in the middle of the mall."

I smile at the memory "yes you did, and I love you more than you know." I say rubbing his chest. I draw an outline of a heart on his chest and he grabs my hands.

"Babe, what's this about?" He asks once again fiddling with my hands and interlocking them.

I lean into his ear. "I want to kiss you first." I whisper in his ear and plant a kiss on it. He takes a sharp breath in and I just chuckle lightly and do it again. I kiss down his neck and finally find his sweet spot. Just above his colar bone.

"Tell me how much you love me." I say on his neck and kiss it again.

"You-you don't know.....h-how much I love you Cal." He stutters.

I move from his collar bone up to his jawline. I stop and look in his eyes. "I love you, Luke."

"I love you, Calum." He says.

I look into his eyes once more before I lean in and kiss him. The gentlest kiss probably ever. And he kisses back. I take his lip ring through my teeth and he wraps his arms around me, tight.

"You're my everything." He says into my mouth.

I break away from the kiss. "And you're mine."

Just as I was about to kiss him again, there's a knock on the door and I quickly get off of Luke.

"Hey I'm kinda bored. You guys wanna watch a movie or go out or something?" Mali asks through the door.

"Yeah, sure! Be out in a minute." I say and I hear her say OK and walk away.

"Well that was nice while it lasted." Luke says with a smile on his face.

"Oh shut up." I say and swat him with a pillow.

OK! Wellthatchapterwasabit....intimate.

Butnonetheless, hopeyouenjoyeditmylovelies!!

Signingoff!

-Soph

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