I-I give up. (depressed deku)

Tired

Deku's pov

I'm being beaten up by kacchan and his group. It's another normal day. Waking up for school, treating my burns and wounds. Then going to school not having any breakfast because according to kacchan i'm to "fat". Going to lesson then bumping into kacchan and his group, this is where I gotten more wounds. Hey it's okay, i'm okay!

I have to be positive, I have to look positive, I need to look positive, I need to look happy, even if i'm already dead inside.

I'm currently in class the teacher was talking about something about future high schools. Even kacchan said something but i wasn't bothered in listening because i got lost in thought.

Why am i here?
For education.

Then why am i getting beaten up for?
Because you're quirkless.

Is that why they hate me?
Yes.

Is that why i'm weak?
Yes.

Am i a waste of space for society?
Yes.

Would mom care if i die?
No, she is too busy making a living for both of you.

Should I die?
Yes, everybody will be happy that you are gone, everyone wouldn't care if you die. They won't even notice that you are gone. So what should you do izuku?

I should die-... wait no no no no NO!!! MOM WILL MISS ME, EVERYONE WILL BE SORRY. PEOPLE WILL CARE!!!!!

"Oh yeah, midoriya you wanted to go to UA too, right?"

Well damn i am screwed.

"DEKU!!!!! YOU USELESS PIECE OF SHITTT!!!!"

Some how the teacher walked out of the room and here i am being kicked, hit, punched and burned to death while hearing this...

"YOU PIECE OF SHIT!"
"SO USELESS!"
"UGLY!"
"FAT!"
"QUIRKLESS USELESS DEKU!"
"DIE!!!"
"HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!!!"

At least they are happy beating me up right?

Every thing is going black...
The dark is so comfortable...
I'm so tired...
So very tired...

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I am soooo sorry if this is bad it my first time so, I am very sorry!!  But thank you for reading!😊🤗