As The Rain Falls So Do I (kunimi x Female reader) (Completed)

🥀March 25 2019🥀

7 years....its been seven years....

Seven years since I lost you my love...

I still feel guilty. To this day I still think to myself "if I hadn't called him maybe he'd be here".

Whenever I bring up the guilt consuming me battling the "there was nothing I couldve done" in my head the guilt, always takes over and makes me replay the picture clear as day in my head keeping it on a loop for hours and making me stare at the way kunimi looked. Observing every inch of his lifeless being just laying there helplessly looking paler than the clouds or a ghost.....the guilt always takes over. No matter how much I try to say quites on it, it always shows up with more friends.

Happy birthday kunimi....

As I walked through the graveyard with a black dress that went down to my ankles and was long sleeved, the collar starting at my shoulders and exposing them, I made my way past all of the graves I was familiar with considering how I come here on a regular basis for the past 7 years. Where has time gone? It's really been the long....kunimi wouldve been 23 today. And if it were still like what it was in high school I wouldve woken up early just to text him a happy birthday right at 12 am and facetime him....

I set down the candle that was as bright as my personality was a long time ago...so long ago I can barely remember it...it had been raining but I brought a black umbrella so the candle was safe but I could see the sun peeking out from behind the clouds as I stood at kunimis grave. Funny, huh? It's like it was a signal from kunimi that he knew I was here. I then set down the roses on kunimis headstone caressing the smooth stone that was still in tackt.

"I loved you, and I always will"

End
(ik im so good at making endings) (sarcasm intended)