Your Lie That Night (Iwaoi)

part 1 ~ oikawa

"Ahhh man now this was an exhausting game!" i managed to speak through my wheezes for air as i walked to the bench.
"You sound very cheerful though" iwa-chan said as he handed me a waterbottle and wiped sweat from his forehead with his shirt.
" Well didnt we just win the match with my amazing setting? " for that iwa-chan flicked me on my forehead "ow, iwaa chann it hurts"

"As it should" Iwaizumi hajime. My childhood bestfriend. Also my crush. Shit! I just admitted having feelings for my bestfriend , that too a guy. Im a guy too. I didnt think i was gay but man im so gay for iwa-chan. But wait! Shushh keep this a secret will you? I haven't told him about it. Nor am i planning to. Why? Im afraid. I've known him all my life and i know him. I know he isn't gay. Or even if he was , he wouldn't see me as someone to love like that for sure. Plus there might be just a tiny little bit of a secret that im keeping. Besides that, Im just a bestfriend. Thats what i'll always be.

I sneaked a look at iwa-chan and god i wish i hadn't , cause now im staring. Im staring right at his jawline. And then my eyes wander up to his forehead , he always has it wrinkled and i once pointed it out to him only to get a flick on my forehead -_- thats iwa chan for you. Up his forehead , i see his black hair which are basically appearing to look all spiky but damn theyre real soft and the-

"Oi , built a crush on me yet?" He cut my iwa-chan face tour thoughts and i blushed but that was completely covered by the excuse that we were just playing a few minutes ago. I giggled and said "yet? Iwa-chan you ARE my crush" i wasnt joking but here we have a dense iwa-chan that lives rent free on my mind and heart.

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On our way back to home, i kept my company to iwa-chan and though he kept on complaining about me being annoying, he would still listen to my rants. That's one of reasons why he is the best.
As we closed up to our departure for the day, i saw iwa-chan hesitate a bit with saying something and i instantly shut myself up. There was silence then, but not the awkward one, it was just the kind where we didnt feel like filling it, like as if it was comfort in it self.
Afterawhile he spoke "hey, a-are you...uhm you know... free this saturday?"
My eyes widened and i tried hard not to express my shock but he saw through me anyways and added, "what are you surprised at? Im not asking you out on a date , shittykawa , its just im free and there's nothing to do so I wanted to go to the japanese festival happening this saturday Its okay if you don't want to , i'll go myself anyways"
"Ehhh oh my god of course id go,even if i wasn't free i would take my time out for my iwa-chan!"

He sighed and then maybe it was just me imagining or soemthing but i think i saw a tiny smile just for a second and my heart skipped a beat. You should smile more often . I thought to myself and so we said our goodbyes for the day and headed to our different routes for home.

☆Hey, omg this is like my first ever fanfiction and even my first wattpad writing , im sorry if it sucks or something, my school's about to start and i thought i might as well give writing on here a try😊 sorry if i disappoint you in the end , ill try my best to update and im actually thinking of ending it so wowowow to my patience.