Stuck in the fanzone

Chapter 19

A/N

I'm so sorry i haven't been posting a lot. i have serious writers block, that probably why the last chapters have been kind of rushed and not very good.

-Amy-

"please Taylor let me explain!" i yell as she goes to open the door.

"you know what, ever since you came on this tour you have changed. the Amy i know would not have cheated on her boyfriend for any reason!" she opens the door and leaves. i don't run after her, its better if i don't.

"are you okay" Luke ask

"I'm alright, just stressed" i sit down on the bed "all good things must come to an end"

" not everything" he moves my hair away and leans his head to my neck.

"i have to take a shower" i say

"okay lets go"

"alone" i giggle pushing him away.

"aw fine" he smiles at me "I'm going to go to my room and get dressed"

"see yah later" i give him one last kiss before pushing him out the door.

The water was hot running down my body, washing away the night before. a flash a guilt filled my head, this was the best time to cry i guess. how the fuck am i going to tell ashton?

I officially was the worst person ever, he trusted me and i betrayed him. i shut off the water and stepped outside the bathroom. getting dressed was easy i just put on some leggings and a loose gray v- neck tee shirt. i should probably go check on harry since i haven't seen him today.

as i walked into the room i spot Taylor sitting on the bed watching TV.

"hey" i smile towards her but she rolls her eyes

"how was Ed last night?" harry ask giving me hug.

"h-he was good" i stutter. the door swings open and niall, Micheal and calum walk in.

"you guys there is a pool! we should go swimming!" they say. i look at harry who gives me a nods.

"okay" harry says. i really didn't feel like swimming since i just took a shower but i needed something to distract myself.

I put on my yellow and black bikini. when i walked out into the hall the whole group was there. Ashton smiles at me, walking over my heart pounded against my chest. he greets me with a kiss.

"hey babe"

"hi" i give him a forced smile.

...

the pool was outdoors since we were in Florida. they all jump in at once me a Taylor haven't talked but we were the only ones to lay out.

"come in!" ashton yells

"I'm good" they were all staring at me.

"come on, its warm!" Luke says getting out of the water walking over to me.

"please no" i notice the boy giggling behind him.

"nice scratch marks Luke!" Micheal yells. he turns around to look at him and i see what hes talking about. Luke had finger nail scratches running down his back. was that me? oops!

Luke looks back at me giving me a smirk.

"which poor girl did you take advantage off this time?" ashton laughs. if only he knew.

"I-I met her at the c-concert last night" real smooth Luke, real smooth.

"ill go in now" i say lifting myself off the lounge chair and making my way (down town) to the steps.

the water was cool at first but my body adjusted to the temperature. We decided to play some games (because we are children) first we played Marco polo and then sharks and Minos. we all got really tired of swimming so we wanted to play a game around the hotel. sardines was the first game we came up with. i was 'it' this time. i ran to this supply closet on our floor. it was dark and smelt like widow cleaner. after about 10 minuets the door Handel jiggled open revealing Luke. he slipped inside smirking.

"thank gosh i found you first" he exclaimed

"why?"

"because iv been wanting to do this since i saw you in that bathing suit" he grabs my waist pulling me toward him so our lips connected. i know this is so wrong, ashton deserves to know... i just need time. He broke the kiss.

"we better stop before i take you write here" his words sent chills down my spin, i guess i haven't really processed that him and i did the frickle frackle.

the door opened again revealing Taylor, just great!

"Taylor i didn't want to cheat on ashton. it wrong i know, but i cant help my feeling for Luke"

"what exactly are those feelings?" she whisper yells. i look at look.

"i love him Taylor. i know i should but i do"

"on a scale of Justin bieber to pizza how much do you love him?" she ask

"pizza! i love him pizza!" if someone was listening to us right now they'd think we were high.

"okay but you have to tell ashton... its the Right thing to do" she right.

"i will" just my luck that the next person to walk in the door was ashton. it was getting really cramp in here and i was getting uncomfortable.

"NOW!" Taylor mouthed at me. i just nodded. Taylor and Luke leave the small room.

" whats going on?" here it goes

"i need to talk to you. maybe we should go to my room first" we walk back to my room. ashton sits on my bed, the maid service must have come by because they were made neatly.

"ashton, last night i... kissed Luke" i pause to see his reaction. it was tense " i know it was a shitty thing to do. but i also know that i still have strong feelings for him"

"honestly i kind of guessed it. but i still am really angry that you cheated on me" i felt tears swell up in my eyes.

"i care about you ashton. i understand if you don't want to talk to me ever again"

"who will that help"

"why are you being so... grown up about this? you're supposed to be yelling at me. telling me how awful i am!" a tear falls down my cheek.

"believe me i want to. since you being honest i will to" i nod " i don't think he is good for you... but that's not my choice. i still want to be friends though."

"me too. it might seem weird, i mean he has hurt me so much but for some reason... i like the passion."

"okay lets make a deal." he pauses "when we are... 30 if you and Luke don't work out and you and i don't have a boyfriend or girlfriend. promise me well try again. maybe well find that passion"

"okay" i smile.

"i cant say that in going to be happy the next couple days... weeks but ill try and not punch Luke in the face"