Eternal Love [Jenlisa]

Chapter 24

JENNIE'S POV

As usual , the silence fill the whole place since the moment i stepped inside the house until now.only the sound of the water from the jug being pour into the glass and the screeching sound of the chair being pulled can be heard

Sipping a glass of water in my hand , my throat swallowed it down while my eyes flickered to the time on the wall clock right in front of me.i put the glass down and grab the lunch box , carefully placed it inside the small bag and took off my apron , hanging it on the wall and make my way to the living room with the bag in my hand

I've decided to come to lisa's workplace again today and asked her to go out for lunch , but slighty felt bad if i might bothering her.so i decided to make a food for her instead and let her eat it inside her office

I've been wanting to ask lisa out for a lunch because everytime when i think about it again , i just realize that it's been a while since the last time we've done it

Even the dinner last night doesn't even feel like one.during our dinner , lisa received a call telling that her attendance in the building is needed for an important meeting that came up in all of sudden.of course she didn't leave me alone after the call ended but instead she's still waiting for me.but out of guilty for holding her back from doing her work , i tried to finish it all as fast as i could that almost made me choke on my own food

"Am i going to be a bother to her if i go?" i mumble while flipping my phone in my hand , sighing lightly

I used to never care about her at all.i never have any interest to know where she'll be going , at what time she will be home , how is she doing , and never want to care about her feelings

But with my sudden change of attitude towards lisa day by day after the marriage , made me to questioning myself about the reason.i often making an excuses and using it as the reason of me for acting like that , but i can't lie to myself anymore

Because i genuinely care for her

Jisoo is right.i can't deny the fact that lisa's well mannered toward me somehow could change my perspective on her.as how hard i tried to keep pushing the thought away from my head , lisa will always there to keep making me remember about how well she treated me throughout our marriage

Her soft voice she often use that never failed to tamped down the sea of rage inside me during the fighting between us

Her smart brain that always find a way to persuade me

The pair of brown eyes of hers that will always softened my heart because of the sincerity and genuine look that has in her eyes everytime she do something for me , obviously showing that she never do it out of force

And her sweet words that always make me hate to hear , because it will sent butterflies in my stomach everytime i heard it.it would be a lie if i said that i wasn't enjoying the constant compliment , and affection she gave me , because i honestly did.

But is it really fine if it's continuously happen like this?

Will it be fine to let myself being showered with her affection when i knew i would soon not be able to receive any of it anymore?

Obviously no

"Maybe i should go now.." i muttered with a sigh while placing the bag on the table , making sure i won't forget about it later

I walk up the stairs and was about to head to my room , but the opened door from lisa's room caught my interest that made my feet to instantly change its way.i peek a little inside the room and it's surprisingly neat and clean , which i'm quite thankful since cleaning lisa's cluttered room would be so tiring to do