Your Lie That Night (Iwaoi)

part 5 ~ iwaizumi

When i returned with some snacks, i saw oikawa struggling to find something. He kept on rummaging through all of his jacket and his jeans pockets but it seemed like he couldn't find something.
"Did you lose something?" I asked and i saw oikawa hesitate with his response.

"Err.. yeah, but not lost...i think i forgot it..at home"

"What did you forget?"

"Umm..its just that medicine you know for..uhm m-my headache"

"Headache? Again? How do you manage to get headaches everyday? Plus i think you didnt even go anywhere today, is it because of the fest?"

"Eh no, i-i watched a movie at night and it went on for long so i couldnt sleep well" he said that but his expressions were messed up, as if he wasnt happy with the response he just gave.

"Oikawa?"

"Hmm?" He looked up at me

"Are you really okay?" Maybe i was just imaging it but i think i saw him part his lips to say something but then he stopped. He nodded. Then he held my hand and pulled me away from the firework stand crowd. My heartbeat started to accelerate just by his touch and i couldnt help but to clear my head completely and only feel his touch. His fingers were long. His hands werent rough nor soft, it was i guess a normal hand? But to me it was better than a thousand happy oikawa smiles, and you know how much i love those.

He took me far away from the crowd and down the hill. I kept on asking about where he was taking me but he shusshed me. Then in a few minutes we reached at the river bank. He let go of my hand ~which was very disappointing~ and went to sit on that little slope along the bank. He patted on the place right next to me, motioning me to sit there with him. I was happy? Excited? But then my confession. It was now or never. I didnt wanna ruin this moment, but i had to confess. I just had to. He laid down and i did the same.
"Its peaceful here, i didnt like the crowd, it made me feel uncomfortable" he said after a while of staring into the black sky.
I nodded.

"Hey, oikawa" i started.
My hands clenched to my shirt and my eyes closed.

"I like you"

Silence.

I opened my eyes and turned to look at him.
He was crying?! CRYING? Shit. I didnt mean to make him cry.

"Im sorry, oi-oikawa im actually sorry, i shouldnt have-" he cut me off by a kiss. In that kiss was the sweetness of passion, a million loving thoughts condensed into a moment. And just then the fireworks started. We didnt stop. Just laid on the moist grass and felt every sensation, every touch he gave. It wasnt a smooth kiss but i liked it. It was long, i didnt ever want to part away from his lips, i thought. But We eventually pulled off, both gasping for air heavily and then he laid his head on my chest. We stayed like this throughout the whole display.
Afterawhile i heard him mumble on my chest lightly "i love you".

I hugged him tightly, i didnt want to let go of him, ever.

"Iwa-chan, i have something to tel-"

"Promise me you'll stay with me forever"
We both started at the same time but he stopped whatever he was saying and sat up.

"Eh im sorry, what were you saying?" I asked but he looked me straight into my eyes and took hold of my hands and said

"Ill be with you forever"

I smiled. Because Underneath that smile was a heart beating like mad. So madly that it would make sense if it just exploded now. It physically ached my chest of how hard my heart beated. I was happy. But i guess happiness doesnt come at no cost.