Destiny calls

5

It had already darkened. We walked side by side holding hands. It just felt so nice and comforting. It was as if I was being protected and loved. We seemed to have been walking for quite some time.  He suddenly stopped and said, " Its so nice to being with you."

"Uhhh.. I guess walking like this feels nice." I squeaked out.

"You really are beautiful."

"Huh!..Ah..thanks...You are quite good looking(handsome) yourself."    

"I am flattered." He held my hand firmer and entwined his fingers onto mine.

He suddenly stopped and when I turned to look at him he was staring right into my eyes. I was scared for a second but his face lightened and said "I think I know why I love you now."

It was such a shock to me, that my body nearly collapsed. He caught me and held me in his arms. I could feel his quickened pulse, and his breath getting closer to me. I could feel the excitement and anticipation radiating off of his very cells dripping with desire and lust. Well since I somehow manage to absorb surrounding's emotion and his emotions were so powerful I mirrored his very emotions. He inched closer and closer towards me and I could feel his breath getting hotter and hotter, his lips finally touching mine. His lips playfully touched mine and the contact was brief but every touch lit my lips on fire. I seemed to be hungry and just wanted to go on and on. But once the kiss turned longer and deeper and more passionate.... it hit me, the truckload of emotions that I had been hiding inside the intricate networks I had built layer after layer like that of endosteum.  All my memories came back too me fresh. I could remember a vague image of a bright woman leaving me behind....(sadness). I could remember something entering me which really hurt me.....(hurt). Then an old couple came and carried me somewhere I called my home....(mixed feelings).

I was left alone most of the time because I didn't talk much. I couldn't catch up to the peers of my age and the teacher's opinion on me was biased....(anger). All that time I was hurting from the excruciating pain due to that something I didn't know of. Then one day, as I was walking along the school compound I saw that Lynette was being scolded for felling a tree branch. Now if you think about it she would have never climbed a tree much less bring an ax and cut down a tree branch. She said that the branch just fell off when she passed by but every single one of the students were pointing towards her and blaming her. The teacher, I hated her guts, instead of asking what had actually happened, she started scolding her. Now of course I couldn't understand how she might have felt but I knew it would have hurt. Being blamed for something you did not do, that is downright cruel. I could have spoken up there but I also was a child, facing a monstrous teacher, I couldn't do it. Once the commotion was over I went to her and said that she could not have been the one to have done such a thing. Such a coward I was....(guilt). 

After that day we started talking with each other. We got closer and closer....(happiness). Shortly after that she changed schools. She never spoke after that day. Coincidentally, I met her when I changed schools. I was very excited to see her after so many years. Well not so many but anyway. When I went to talk to her she was responsive but not the least bit interested. Since I could see that she was not interested I slowly stopped talking with her because.....well it would be rude if I stopped abruptly...(indifference). By that time I didn't actually care much about it. I was used to it anyway.

So, how exactly did we even become this close? I don't remember. Hmm...Maybe it was when we were in high school living in dorms. Or was it when I collapsed right before her before exams and scared the shit out of her. Hahaha, yeah it was funny when she was so freaked out looking at me when I woke up. She even cried....why? I don't know.

My parents....(averts eyes)....yeaah let's not talk about them, okay? Like for a dream this was a little too long and a little too clear, but who cares dreams are always adventurous and I like it. And I have many precognitive dreams but I have only been able to interpret them when the things have happened and finished and you wouldn't want me to start going into this storyline. I am just narrating my past and the dream continues. Please keep on reading. Thank you.

Well while I was reminiscing about my life because of a kiss and crying with all that overwhelming emotions all at once I found myself waking up at an unfamiliar surrounding. When I opened my eyes he was staring at me, worried. 

"Thank god, you are finally awake! You don't know how worried I was when you collapsed." He seemed relieved.

"Uh... what happened?" When I sat up I was in the most cleanest room ever. That standard could not be met by anyone. I felt like I was a germ in a bottle of sanitizer or you could say like a fish in  sand.

"Well...(moving his hand through his hair)... after I confessed you suddenly fainted. And I didn't know where I should have taken you, like I mean I am new to this area and I don't know the roads and places well so I just brought you here."

"Oh." 

I seem to faint and collapse and make others worry. Great just great shimmer, and whats with the reply 'Oh.' is that even a reply? Tch... if only Lynette were here. And then I looked at the time. OMG.