Redeemed

Expectations

*Rachel's pov*

Today's been pretty good, well at least for me - not, I woke up to sound of my freaking alarm, I almost threw my phone out the window but clearly for the love of my phone and my window I didn't.

As soon as I was up I stretched my whole body, feeling so tensed I decided to bring out my clothes for the day.
I pulled out a black flannel shirt and blue denim jeans.

I went to my mirror in the corner of my dark room, I love dark and fading colours so I paint it grey and navy blue.

I looked into the mirror and i saw my hazel eyes sparkling in my reflection i sighed ...and pulled my night wear off, I walked into my bathroom and turned on the water letting it heat up to my satisfaction.

Once I was under the water I started thinking of Kyle, I sighed wondering when I'll get over the fact that not "All that glitters isn't gold" .

"You will gradually get over it rachel" Aaisha my wolf said through the mind link.

"I know Aaisha it's just surprising how from one week he was loving and kind and the next he was crestville's bad boy, you know I never expected him to be rude and act like a dog to every girl that crossed his path but then again I never expected changes. I should have known better than expect less..."

"Don't worry yourself at least be grateful you didn't get dragged along with the popular crew...I know how much Kyle meant to you but we both have to move on" Aaisha said slightly above a whisper.

Blake was everything to her she had secretly wished that he would be our mate, and blake was Kyle's wolf ,but I had denied all possibility of that happening because I saw him as nothing more than a friend, but that didn't mean I didn't care about him. I shook my head at the mention of mates ....I wasn't ready for one and even if I wanted one he would reject me...it was this feeling of certainty that nobody wanted me and I had nobody not even my parents could think of comforting me.

My mother raised me and my three siblings mostly be herself. My brother and my two elder sisters...I loved them but we were never really close.

First was my brother kelvin.
Kelvin was the only boy and my best of all three he was the best big brother I could ever think of ..funny, smart and quite charms to the ladies ..... "that all Ryder's doing humph" Aaisha huffed.

I laughed at her huffing in my head. Aaisha loved my brother but Ryder is my brother's wolf and he teases us a lot especially now that we are turning 19 this year, it's funny how I wanted to grow up so fast but now I feel so old.

Kelvin is 26 presently turning 27 this year but not until October...yeah shocker and I'm still wondering why he seniors me so much but then again I was okay with it it gave me a sense of respect for him, and funny enough he used to stay with us until late last year when he moved away to Canada...I missed him but we still get to video chat once in a while....he hasn't still found his mate...."silly boy" Aaisha giggled in the mind link..I laughed.

Next, was Danielle...she was directly after kelvin, except for the fact that he seniors her with two years... Danielle was well danielle...she is beautiful and carling loving and kind and she had a baby name bella ...bella was 2 years old..and currently she was pregnant with another pup....a girl I suppose according to what I heard...her mate's name was cameroon.. cameroon was like another elder brother I didn't really talk to but we talked....the way he looks at danielle everytime the came visiting when they were still within the country was quite heartwarming he looked at her like she was the only thing that mattered in the world, and now they had started a beautiful family I was happy for them both... danielle and kelvin were blood siblings..same father same mother but as for the remaining two of us me and taylor we both had different Father's and we were ok with it the topic never came up ...we all knew we were not completely blood but taylor thought I was her complete blood nobody told her our fathers were different and I couldn't blame them.

Taylor was very conflicted she was the most distant of all my siblings... Nobody could blame thought when she was just 15 she got raped or so I was told, and gave birth to a young pup at the age of 15 and turned 16 as the months rolled in ...my mother was angry with her, shouted at her insulted her and wanted to hit her but all in good faith we stopped her ever since then their relationship became strained as the years passed currently my mother took care of Taylor's child Trinity.

Trinity is currently 4 years old and she sure is a bundle of joy and stubbornness...I love her so much she reminds me of how I used to behave to taylor when we were kids but now taylor and I don't talk much anymore she is currently 21...in college her third year.

Well that down to everyone except me I'm the last and most distant, I love my family but I get suffocated around them.

My only comfort Is Aaisha...and even she needs comfort, as the last everyone expects me to be smart and be better them all so many people watching me especially as my mother being the delta of the pack....I sighed remembering that I had school to go to and I was taking my sweet time getting dressed.

Once I pulled my hair into a pony tail and grabbed my keys I sprinted down the stairs running into trinity.

"Hey t hyd, why are you down here alone?" Where's taylor hmm?"

"Morning ray, I woke up on my own, I'm scared" trinity said sniffing while her lips trembled.

I was fuming taylor must have left for school early and mum didn't know, I sighed internally and I take her to my mother, I knock on the door and she doesn't answer. She must still be asleep so I turn the knob and lay trinity beside my mum.

"Stay here okay, grandmum will take care of you until mummy comes home", too tired to speak she nods and I watched as she slowly drifted off to sleep.

An unconscious smile slowly appears on my face and I gently closed the door and walked down the hall...and into the kitchen I climbed into the kitchen island and wondered what I would eat this morning and decided that a bowl of cereal would do. For a wolf of my kind I ate fairly light compared to normal wolves.

Once I was down I put the bowl in the sink and turned off the lights grabbed my keys and slid out the door and started my walk to the community school, I prefer to walk than have people drive me.

Along the way I brought out my ear piece and connected it to the phone I had received as a gift from my mother on my 18th birthday last year.

I tapped on my playlist and playing belly ache by billie eillish..and silently humming to the lyrics and tune I noticed that I had reached the school gates and I immediately put off my music and shoved it into my pockets.

As I entered I accidentally bump into someone I didn't recognize,
I quickly apologize and start picking up all the books that fell after our awful clash and give it back to her, I look up and I meet striking amber eyes of a girl and a guy who by looks they look like twins the boy with forest green eyes.

I begin to sputter an apology when at the slightest moment I smelt the most amazing smell of vanilla and chocolate chip cookies and I whirl around trying to smell the air until my eye lands on the two in front of me, and both of them at the same mutter the words I least expect

"Mate"

"O boy" Aaisha muttered through the link. We expect too much Aaisha, I said through the link and she giggled, she giggled she was enjoying me going through this tormenting moment and I knew this was going to be a long year.

Hey readers I hope you loved it I have never successfully written a book before and it makes sense but I hope you get to gradually like this book along the way I might change it from it's present title to fit Rachel's life properly in the meantime please enjoy.

I'm honeeybuncch and I'm currently 15 my work may not be neat but please try to understand what goes on in the life of a 15year old. Also, I would love your input on this, I encourage you to call out on errors and parts you feel should be edited.
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