Your Lie That Night (Iwaoi)

part 7 ~ iwaizumi

As much as i wanted the time to stop, it seem to fly quick enough and everyday i'd find myself beside oikawa, always holding his hand. Earlier i asked why he didn't want to date and he responded that he didnt want me to build anymore memories with him because when he won't be there, it would be painful for me. Since that day, i haven't let my head even think about him leaving me. I just can't. I dont want him to.

"I dont want you to leave" i said.

He reached out his now fragile skinny arms that have gotten all pale for him to hold me in his arms. He has been admitted to hospital since that night and ive been with him since that night, not leaving his side for a second. I froze my high school year and took a leave.

He closed his arms around me and we stayed like that for as long as i could remember. He would sniff my hair alot and run his fingers through them while i snuggled into his neck.

"I've always wanted to do this with you" he giggled.

This feeling. I wanted to experience this for my whole life. I wanted him forever.

Very regularly it would hurt to see him going through his treatments that would give him a longer life span and id whisper in his ears "fighto!"

Soon, he started to lose alot of weight and hair. He looked empty then. But i didnt say so. I wish there was something i could do. Anything.

"Go out on a date with me" i mumbled in his neck.
Silence.

He would always just do this. Torture me with his silence. But everytime silence descended, i would see him cry but this time when i looked up to meet his gaze. he was smiling. Most probably i was imagining but i could see his body glow that moment and just as we stared at each other, he leaned over to kiss me.

His kiss was the reply to my date request.

Tomorrow morning. At the cherry blossoms display it was.

My school starts on wednesday im going to have to complete this before that kfneijd ugh ill have to rush well not like it was good anyways T_T
This wasnt even supposed to be published but yeah🗿