BNA Shirou x Male OC

Chapter 12- Understanding Shirou Pt.1

It was a Chilly sunny day.i was on the rooftop leaning on the railing enjoying the cold breeze that was gently caressing my skin and slowly blowing my hair. it reminded me a lot of Shirou or at least the vibe he emitted cold yet so soft. he wasn't very social for a social worker yet him being around provided a sense of safety and support he was really the critical friend type even if it sometimes didn't show, I was just lucky to be a friend of his.

"Hey Mihiro! Quit sulking over there and help us with the laundry." Michiru yells out snapping me out of my daydream.i look over to see her helping out Miss.Melissa replacing Wet clothes with ones that have already dried up.
"Alright alright just stop yelling."I say as I head to them."What do you need help with Miss.Melissa?" i ask . "How about you take Ogami's Dried up clothes to him his trench coat needed some serious cleaning but it looks as good as new now."she handed the pile. (he really does always wear it, I'm surprised it hasn't worn out already.)

I took the second rooftop door that led towards my "room" *cough* *cough* Shirou's closet . Then opened the door to his room/office.He was sitting on his desk reading the book I got for his birthday.Knowing he was enjoying it made me feel warm inside. and Kuro was just on his stand.
Shirou then lowered the book off his face and looked at me."Hey." he greets. "Hey Shirou I brought your clothes, your trench coat is as good as new."i presented. "Alright, can you dress it around my chair?" he requested.

I slowly made my way to his chair and stood behind it and as i was in the dressing process i notice Shirou scratching around his neck to the point he started letting out annoyed grunts.
"If it itches that bad why don't you remove the collar?" i couldn't stop myself. "*Sigh* you're right"he deadpanned then opened the latch on his collar and removed it slowly.
The truth is I've never seen Shirou without it,he wore it all day even in his sleep.

Just as he removed it he was examinating the front of his neck as if something was missing
i notice a tip of a cut or what looked like a scar, i try to peak in to get a better view but he suddenly motions not to.

"Does it hurt?"I ask worried at the sight of it. "No"he deadpanned. "i dont want to be nosy but how did you get it" i questionned.
"it's not a day a like to remember and this scar is a living reminder of that day,so much pain and rage...you wouldn't understand."his face was full of guilt and regret "you're right i wouldn't understand but this scar doesnt necessarily have to be all bad." "what do you mean"he raised an eyebrow at the statement.

"Well this scar is also living proof of how strong you are maybe its there to remind you that whatever situation made you end up with it. you were able to outlive it with cheer strenght and resillience and not a lot of people can survive a deep cut to the neck *nervous laughter*" 

Soon after my "advice" or what i thought my blabbering was he stared deeply into his collar Kuro was looking at me anxiously in his stand. He wasnt saying anything so i thought he could use some alone time."Anyways i gotta meet up with Lyla it was uhm nice talking to you call me if you need anything i guess.." i left the room and soon after,the building to meet up with Lyla.

Shirou's P.O.V

What Mihiro said left me deep in my thoughts Michiru had always been telling me to accept it as part of who i am but i usually brushed her off and ignored her but hearing it come out of Him hit different,how can i call myself the sworn protector of beastmen the Silver Wolf if nothing but a scar hindered me so much to the point it made me want nothing to do with it,then living a thousand years would have been for nothing...

Kuro lands beside me his face full of worry,"Maybe he's right." 




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