Chapter 8

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Sorry for the long wait. I'm depressed and homosexual. Also my cats being put down so I'm, well, depressed.
    
     Gon
    
     I think if I was a normal twelve year old boy carrying Killua would be a challenge. And it is, but not really for the reasons you'd think. It's hard to carry him cause of emotions.

     When I'm with him I'm confused. He's nice, funny, smart, and we've become friends quicker then Hisoka can think of a vulgar joke.

     But the feeling is different then when I'm with other friends. When I'm with Killua goodbyes are a challenge and the wait to see his eyes, go to town , and hug him is so unbearable I think I may die. When he complements me my heart soars and time spent together has the feeling that it's lasting a lifetime but the minutes move faster then I want them too.

     I don't know what I'm feeling and I'm worried that it's wrong. Does Lua feel the same way when we spend time together? Or would he hate me if he found out how I feel?

    Just ignore your feelings and don't think. If you think you might ruin everything.

     I know. It just hurts.

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     "Hey Gon!" Alluka bounded towards me, knocking over the king in the process. It's fine though, that fuckass deserves it. "Gon! Come here, come on," shaking my head I murmured "I have to take snorlax to his room." "Then I'll walk with you, I have information to provide."

     We made our way to the east stairwell, the one connected to Killua's hallway. "So what do you need to tell me?" She brightened and looked over at me, "oh yeah! I spied on my dads meeting and found out that you're going on the phantom troupe mission in exactly two weeks. So I'm a fortnight of Tuesday." She held out two fingers when she said two.

     "Thanks! I'll have to plan Lua and my schedules around that deadline."

     Alluka sucked in her breath and breathed out, "about that,"

     "Hm? What about it?" I know what she's gonna say. "My brother is a important person and he should have to be seen with scum like you."

     "I care about my brother very much and you mean a lot to him. So I just wanted to say,"

     Here it comes. Just don't cry Gon.

     "Please be careful. My brother cares for you very much and he- no, everyone in the castle would be really sad if something were to happen to you."

...what.

"Of course I'll be careful. The pay from a job like this will buy me so many chocolate robots."

I can feel my mouth water at the meer thought of a chocolate robot.

     "Thanks. He never really had friends besides me and Canary so he'd be crushed if you died."

     "I'd be crushed too. Or stabbed, burned, choked. I don't know how they'll kill me."

     "That's not what I- okay."

I stopped in front of Killuas door and said bye to Alluka. She's so nice.

The door opened easily enough, but like, shouldn't it have been locked? He's a prince.

What happened next, I'm not proud of.

But here it is.

     There was a spider so I screamed and accidentally threw Killuas sleeping body at it.

AGAIN, I'm NOT proud of what I did. but it was necessary.

"WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. HISOKA!- wait SPIDER HOLY SHIT AHHHH leave me alone leave me alone leave me alone- IT HAS LITTLE SPIDERS- WHAT THE FUCK-."

Killua grabbed my wrist to move us away from the spiders, but he fell because of his injuries and I picked him up and jumped onto his bed to get away.

While catching my breath I looked over at Lau to see if he was okay he was taking off his shirt, why you may ask? I DONT KNOW.

"What are you doing?!"
"There were spiders on it!! Some nights still be on it!!"
"But-,"

I was almost unable to register the following event from how quickly and traumatizing they are. So sorry if it's a little patchy.

Kurapika burst through the door with red eyes, not like a -what's that word for things that are similar? Idk. But his eyes were RED, almost like they glowed. He was carrying nail polish remover and matches with half his nails painted black, the paint smudged on the polish container. What is he going to- oh. OH. OH WERE GONNA DIE WITH THE SPIDERS.

Leorio was right on Kurapikas heels, screaming at the chain user. "KURAPIKA NO! PUT DOWN THE FLAMMABLE LIQUID YOU SOCIOPATHIC PYROMANIAC."

"DIEEEE!!" He poured the liquid on the spiders. Tell my aunt I loved her.

We were all yelling at Kurapika, but he lit the match and dropped it.

"HOLY SHIT. THIS IS WAY WORSE. IM IMMOBILE I CANT MOVE."

     I looked away from the fire in the middle of the room and I could see the fires reflection in Kurapikas eyes. He's grinning like a mad man and looks like he giggling too. Leorio ran from the bathroom and sprayed the fire with water from the shower.

I didn't notice he left. He's kinda irrelevant ngl.

Once the fire was out Illumi and Hisoka strode through the door, they both looked surprised. Something that you don't get to see very often.

"Wow Killua. I knew you were kinky but this is a bit much."
"...this is why I don't take you anywhere you dolt."

Kurapika looked at his nails and giggled "oh! My nail polish smudged. Oops. Leorio~ help me again? Please?" He skipped out of the room and everyone was still a bit, surprised? That's not the word. Confused maybe.

"...that shouldn't be hot." Leorio followed his boyfriend out of the room.

"That'll dry eventually. Anyway, Killua do you have any rope?"

"Why do you- you know what? Don't answer that. I don't want to know. Check in the closet."

"Nice. Come on Hisoka."
"Ooooo Illumi, I didn't know you were into that ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)"
"I'm not. I'm gonna hang you in the courtyard."
"...should be fun. Let's go."

They left with their dirty jokes and boring clothing.

"What did Hisoka mean by 'I didn't know you were into that'?"
"Absolutely nothing. Don't think about it."
"Okay! Wait- IM SO SORRY FOR THROWING YOU."
"It's fine. Just buy me ten chocolate robots and we'll call it even."
"Cool cool."

He yawned like a kitten, and I mean like a kitten. Like, really cute. "I'm gonna go back to sleep. You can stay here if you want though. There's some books on the nightstand. I recommend Carry On(Carry On by Rainbow Rowell is one of my favorite books and it realistically deals with trauma and how it affects relationships and day to day life. Also it has lgbt+ characters without fetishizing them.).

Killua stretched his arms and I totally DIDNT look at his abs and biceps. Didn't. Nope. He crawled over to the top of his bed and got under the covers.

The clock on the wall said 8:00pm. So I guess since he offered...

I grabbed the recommended book from the nightstand and sat next to Killua, the dim light from the sconce illuminated the pages.

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