broken heart repair - Mattia fanfic

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i woke up and felt a pair of arms around me. i turned around and saw mattia peacefully sleeping. i tried getting up but he pulled me back.
m-nooo, 10 more minutes please you're so warm
c-i have to get ready
m-you'll get ready after, come on please
he said with his raspy morning voice.
c-uhh fine
i got back into the position i was in and went on my phone.

after 15 minutes i got up and took a shower and the other things you do in the morning. i was brushing my teeth when someone knocked on the door.
c-yes??
k-i really need to pee, please open the door!
c-i'm in the middle of brushing my teeth dude
k-idc i'm gonna fucking pee myself!
c-pee in bottle or something
k-oh my god just open the fucking door chantel
he said getting frustrated
c-okay damn
i said opening the door still brushing my teeth
k-oh my god thank you
he closed the door and did his business.

after i was done getting ready i sat on my bed waiting for the rest to wake up. kai and rob were the only ones awake.
rob-so how'd you sleep cuddling with mattia
he said with a smirk on his face
c- it didn't mean to, it just happened
k-well i know he slept like a baby
c-what do you mean?
rob- he sleeps better when he's cuddling with someone
c-oh

we talking until everyone woke, well everyone except mattia. it's literally already 12pm and he's still asleep.
c-how is he still asleep
k-i told you, he's sleeping like a baby
c-well i'm gonna wake him up cause i wanna go to iHOP
al-oh no no no no, NEVER wake mattia up from his slumber
ro-he will literally kill you
a-he is the grumpiest pain in the ass if you wake him up
c-idc i'm hungry, and when i'm hungry and get any food i'm the grumpiest pain in the ass
k-don't say we didn't warn you
c- whatever
i said walking over to mattia
c-hello... rise and shine... good morning... mattiaaaaaa... wake up sleepy head
i said shaking him and pocking his face
m-whaaaaaaattt
c-wake up bitch so we can go eat, i'm hungryyyyyy
m-okay, hold up 10 more minutes
c-you said 10 more minutes 3 hour ago, now get up
i said pulling the blanket off of him
m-uhhh fine
he got up and went to the restroom to get ready
rob-how the hell are you not dead!?
a-what kinda super powers do you have
c- what can i say, i'm am a miracle work😌
al-you are for sure gonna be at more sleepovers
m-okay i'm done
c-great now lets go before i get hangry

we got in my car and started jamming out to some music. mattia got shot gun cause no one wanted to make him mad cause he was in a good mood, but the alvaro had to say something.
al-why are you in such a good mood mattia?
c-bitch don't kill his vibe
m-thank you chantel, and why can't i be in a good mood?
rob-cause chantel woke you up
m-okay and?
k- you're always in a bad mood when we wake you up but you're in a good mood when she does?
m-well first of all she doesn't yell in my ear or throws water on my face, and second of all her voice is so angelic and soft unlike your voices
c-i'm guessing that's a compliment so thanks

(skip to when they got back home cause i'm fucking lazy)

we got back to my house and we all sat down in the living room.
a-what do we do now, i'm fucking bored
c-idk what do you wanna do?
a-you
c-shit say less
a-wait really?
c-i'm just kidding don't flatter yourself
we all laughed
al-how about we play truth or dare
rob-no that never ends good
k-oh shut up rebound don't be a buzz kill
c-i'm down but we should go down to my room
all- okay

*in chantels room*
c-okay who wants to go first?
k-me me me, okay alvaro truth or dare
al-dare
k- um i dare you to dm your tiktok crush
al- oh fuck you, but i'll do it
c-k go alvaro
al-uh mattia, truth or dare
m-dare
al- i dare you to put on one of chantel outfits
c-excuse me?!
m-do you see how tiny she is, i can't fit into her clothes
al-oh come on you can just put on one of her bras or panties
c-i beg your fucking pardon bitch, i am not letting any of you see my panties
a-one of us is gonna end up seeing then sooner or later
he said under his breath
k-i'm sorry alejandro can you say that a little bit louder
a-what i didn't say anything
k-mhm
c-okay can just skip to the next person
m-yeah it's my turn bitches. okay chantel, truth or dare.
c-truth
ro-*cough* pussy *cough*
c- whatever, truth
m- okay when did you lose your virginity and to who
c- umm freshmen year to my boyfriend
m-oh do you do have a boyfriend
c-oh sorry i meant ex
m-oh okay good to know
c- um can you guys excuse me for a sec i need to get some fresh air
i said getting up and grabbing my puff bar out from under my night stand, that's my hiding spot so my mom won't find it.

i went outside and walked to a park that was down the street. i got to the park and started balling my eyes out. i was finally starting to get over josh but i feel like i'm just going backwards. i sat at the park for a while. i don't want the boys to see me like this. i didn't want them to this side of me. i feel like it's time to move, but i can't. i can't let him go, i just can't.

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didn't proof read this