Bipolar Love

Bipolar Love- Part 4

Natalie's POV

I came back home and went to my room. Everybody wanted to know why I acted like that and I replied, "Tell you guys later." It was quite annoying not knowing how to tell your brother and band mates that your Bipolar. Mum knows, and Carrie does too. I think that's why Mum told Harry I should go on tour with them. Not that I was complaining or anything, it'd be nice to spend some time with the boys, especially Harry, since he was like my best friend. Besides Carrie of course. I was walking around the room until I heard a knock at my door. I shouted, "Come In!" And went to my bed. Seeing a lump like a potato, I sat next to it and slowly pulled the covers off, not wanting to wake the person that was beside me. I saw it was Carrie, and laughed silently. I hadn't noticed that the person had came in, until he, yes, a he, coughed. I looked up to see Niall.

"Hi," I said, looking at his eyes, it's like, ugh they are so hypnotizing. I didn't even notice that he was talking, until he said, "Are you listening?" I quickly came back to reality, looking down and saying, "No, sorry. It's just your eyes." I was blushing, why? Nobody has ever done this to me before. So, why now? I admit, I've watched every single video diary and Niall has always been my favorite.

"It's alright, love. I get that a lot. But as I was saying, Carrie kind of lashed out on Harry while you were gone? I guess. But it really made him upset, and he wants to know what's up with you, don't take it offensive-"

"Niall," I cut him off. "There is something wrong with me, I got diagnosed with it after he was gone. I'm- I'm Bipolar," I said, letting tears pour out of my eyes at the last sentence.

"Shhh, love. It's okay. There's nothing to be ashamed of. But I think Carrie should apologize for what she said to him earlier," Niall said, stuffing his hands in his pockets.

"CARRIE, WAKE UP! YOUR LATE FOR SCHOOL!" I shouted, trying to hold my laughter, my tears suddenly gone. Niall comforted me, it was nice. He was nice, cute- gah Natalie what are you saying, you've barely known him for a day!

Carrie shot up, then started running out my bedroom door. "There's no school today, Carrie! It's Christmas Eve! And it's like 6:00 in the evening!" I shouted at her, from upstairs.

"Oh, then why did you wake me up?" She asked, coming back up the stairs.

"Because Niall told me that you lashed out on Harry after I left, but I agree with Niall, I don't know why you leashed out on him, but you should apologize," I replied.

"Oh, yeah. You're right. I'll be back in a minute," she said.

I said my thanks to Niall for telling me and went to my room, I was too tired. I guess I'll just sleep even more, like a potato. Oh well. But, reality suddenly hit me. I just told Niall Horan, the guy I've had a crush on for a couple of months, my deepest secret.

Author's NOTEEEEE

OKAY SO YEAH IDK IF THIS IS TRUE BUT I HEARD PAYZER IS BACK TOGETHER!!! IS THIS TRUE? :O

~Hailey