Dear Jennie

Chapter 5

Dear Jennie,

Chaeyoung and Jisoo unnie invited me in this art gallery exhibit by one of their friends, and Twice member, Son Chaeyoung. They know I will love it due to my love for photography. I didn't forget to bring my favorite camera with me, the Fujifilm X-A3 that you gave to me as my birthday gift years ago. I made sure to take care of it because it came from you.

We roamed around the place and I just can't take my eyes on that certain masterpiece. It's a painting of a girl with a brown dog in her arms. I unconsciously smiled as it reminded me of you and your Pomeranian dog, Kuma. I just can't forget how long we argued just to give him his name. You asked for my suggestions but you ended up declined it. I know how happy you were when I gave that to you when you lost Kai. I know I can't replace him but I know for the fact that you would take care well of Kuma the way you treated Kai.

But the moment I put down my camera, there I saw you. The girl that kept feeling the butterflies in my stomach even after all these years. Your gummy smiles never left your face as you talked to someone. Your eyes that shone so bright in happiness that made my heart skipped a beat. You whole being screamed perfection. I was about to approach you when an arm held you waist. The smile on your face double seeing the man beside you. It's Hanbin. But what made my eyes turned into sorrow as I saw how your lips landed on his. My vision became blurry as I thought thousands of regrets why I didn't confessed my feelings sooner. Because the moment I witnessed this, is the same time I really thought that I no longer have the change to be with you once again. All I want is for you to be happy. But why is it that it's killing me inside now?

Love,
Your Forever Lili 💕

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