Last week of the last year- Drarry

The first day of the last week

Draco pov:

TW!
Negative thoughts, breakdown

I'm walking through the corridors of Hogwarts, it's been a long day with no classes. It's the last week of my last year as a student, I'm expected to just finish school and get a job but I'm not sure if I'll be able to. I stayed in school one extra year to complete all my studies but I didn't expect Potter to stay as well, he had a good opportunity but decided to finish his studies. I sigh and slow down my pace, I'm not in a hurry and I already know that I can't run away from my thoughts. I continue walking anyway, trying to get away from my thoughts and my nightmares. I walk through long corridors with portraits staring down at me, it's like they know what I've done. I start running, trying to get away from the portraits, trying to get away from my thoughts. The corridor comes to an end, it's a dead end with no portraits, I'm completely alone. I let myself sink to the floor, I know that I'm crying before the first tear falls. My vision gets blurry and I start to shake uncontrollably. I feel so lost, I don't know what to do. I've been feeling like this for months, I just want somebody to fix me. I want this overwhelming fear to disappear, I'd do anything for it to stop. My feelings are crushing me. I can't breathe. I just scream. I scream as loud as I can until I can't scream more. I scream because it's all my fault. If I weren't here everything would have turned out differently. He wouldn't hate me.

I sit with my back against one of the stone walls, taking deep breaths. I've been here for at least an hour, maybe more. I know that it's best if I get myself cleaned up before dinner. We're going to have a ball for the last 8th years but I'll probably not attend, nobody wants me there anyway. I stand up slowly, keeping my hand at the wall to not fall. My legs are still shaking a little but I'll be able to walk. I take one last breath before I start walking back to the common room. 

Harry pov:
It's almost summer and I'm sitting in the Gryffindor common room. Ron and Hermione went to the library and I broke up with Ginny last week. I don't know what happened to her, she was so distant and barley even talk to me. When I suggested that we should break up she agreed. She told me that she had been thinking of breaking up with me for a while. I don't think that I loved her, not at the end of our relationship at least. 

I sigh and lean back, my head is hurting. I've not been able to sleep much this year and when I've been able to sleep I've woken up screaming and sweating from nightmares. I was really hoping that they would have disappeared by now, but they are just getting worse. I promising myself that the nightmares are gone every night. I know that they're not, I know that I'll see Ron and Hermione die again while I only can stand still and look. But I promise it anyway, because I don't know what else to do. I don't want the dreamless sleep I can get by madam Pomfrey, it doesn't have the same effect on me anymore. I've used it way to much already. 

I don't know what to do, I have no homework to do and I don't want to be the third wheel with Ron and Hermione. So I decided to walk around the school, I find new corridors and I find my way down to the slytherin common room. Ron and I snuck in there once by using polyjuice potion. It was stupid to do but it was fun. I miss being young. I turn around and start walking back to my common room.

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Word count: 668
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