Why Can't We..?

Chapter 15

I had no idea what possessed me to make such a bold move.

I guess I didn't want him to keep feeling self conscious about the situation, I also selfishly just wanted to feel his lips on mine again. 

He was an amazing kisser. 

I could have died happily having had his lips on mine. 

And then what surprised me more was the way they felt on my skin, he had started to kiss, nibble, and suck his way down jaw and my neck making sure to leave his mark on my collar bone, while he was making my skin tingle all over I was tugging on his hair and letting little moans escape my lips 

"Jin" I whispered out in a needy tone, he smiled against my skin and pulled away, we were both breathing heavily as we sat in my car, without saying a single word he put the car in drive and parked it in my driveway, we got out of the car not saying anything to each other, I unlocked the door and the both of us walked into the living room. He stood there for a minute staring at the floor while I was busy staring at him waiting to see if he was going to make the next move or if this was as far as we would take it for the night. 

"Shoul- do yo- can I-" he was stuttering over his words making me giggle as he blushed ruby red 
"Would you like to come to my room?" I asked softly, his shoulders relaxed as he let out a sigh of relief and smiled 
"Would I ever" he smiled widely as he rushed to me making me giggle as he picked me up making me wrap my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck, I kissed his neck and sucked lightly on his Adam's apple as he carried me to the bedroom. He shut the door behind us with his foot, and at the same time I must have found a sweet spot because he moaned as his fingers gripped my skin tighter "Yumi" he breathed out as he closed his eyes, that definitely sparked a reaction in me. It was motivation to take it further. 

Fuck the age gap. 

Fuck the fact that he's my brothers best friend. 

Fuck whatever could go wrong. 

I wanted this. 

I needed this. 

Everything was out of my brain except for the way he felt and the way he sounded as I grinded myself on him. 

From there things only got sloppier and more rushed as we struggled to take our clothes off as fast as possible, Jin tripped getting out of his pants and we both laughed our asses off as we made our way to my bed 
"I can't believe I did that" he laughed as he hovered over top of me, we were both completely naked at this point and with us laughing I didn't have any time to feel self conscious about it. 

It just felt right to be naked and laughing with him. 

Does that make sense? 

We were still giggling over it as we shared more kisses and let our hands roam each others bodies, I scratched a spot on his back that made him shudder as he breathed out and closed his eyes, his tip was right at my entrance and I couldn't wait any longer.
He must have felt the same way as he inserted two fingers into my hole causing me to moan and my back arch off the bed, he removed his fingers and rubbed himself with my natural lubricant before he leaned down and kissed me 
"Are you sure?"
"If I wasn't, we wouldn't have made it this far" I laughed making him laugh as he kissed me again
"I'm just making sure"
"And I appreciate it, but pl-" before I could finish my sentence I cut myself off with a loud gasp as he slid himself into me. He squeezed his eyes shut and stilled his movements 
"Are you okay?" He asked with his voice filled with concern 

"Mhmm" I nodded really fast trying to ignore the slight pinch I felt when he thrusted into me, he started to move more as our hips connected and disconnected, I was saturated which made it easier for him to move faster, my body was hot with the pleasure coursing through my veins, I started to moan out for him as I brought my legs up and wrapped them around his hips locking my ankles above his ass, he managed to go deeper hitting every spot as my walls started to clench and unclench around him making him moan louder 
"Fuck, Yumi" he hissed out as he gripped the headboard and started the snap his hips faster
"Jin! I'm go-" a silent moan left my mouth as it hung open and my eyes rolled back, I dug my nails into his skin as my torso arched off of the mattress connecting our chests 
"Fuck! You feel so good" he buried his face into my neck as he released the headboard and placed his hands on either side of my head, we were both moaning and grunting and then he sat up on his knees and spread my thighs out wide, he squeezed my flesh as he held me open for himself, he started snapping his hips fast and short hammering himself into me
"Oh! Jin! Ah!" I moaned out loud, my body couldn't handle it anymore as I climaxed again bringing a tear to my eye, I couldn't control the noises coming from my mouth or the way I held onto him, my body shook and trembled uncontrollably underneath him, he moaned and stilled his movements as my pussy milked his cock until he finally hit his climax and released himself, he panted as he hovered over top of me and kissed my bottom lip as my mouth hung open, he kissed the tears from my cheeks and tried to carefully pull himself out of me and laid next to me

"Are you okay?" He asked softly 
"More than okay" I smiled widely up at him and leaned in to peck his lips softly, he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me onto himself rubbing his palms up and down my back as I nuzzled my face into his neck and wrapped my arms around him, he kissed the top of my head and ran his fingers through my hair as I lightly traced my fingers over his skin causing goosebumps. We laid in silence enjoying each others warmth and light touches, we kissed softly a few times and eventually I fell asleep with my arms and face curled up on his chest as he held me tight. 

Oh snap 😏😏🤤