He whispered to the wall I don't want to be alone in the dark, I don't want to be alone in the dark anymore, then he grabbed a bottle of whiskey it seems that everything is going wrong He took another drink and lonely his old friend says hello again his dreams fall Even the abyss arrived at 1am in my loneliness there are only these dark walls and that my dreams will only be a bad ending I am tired of being in this loneliness I want to sing on a stage I want to be an idol cry. I'm already tired of this life, I feel like a soldier who lost the battle, then I'm just an idiot, this is screwed up, but for some of them it is easy to become famous at night. Tomorrow it's 2am in my hotel, there's only whiskey, an old ciderno. that is full of sad songs songs that will only remain in my notebook I suppose that my luck was lost I will never be an idol because I am still locked in these hotel walls I feel so much pain for such a young age taking antidepressants my dream sank like the titanic I guess I am coward I guess all this time I was a coward for not fulfilling my dreams and letting them sink. I'm at the hotel window I say goodbye to my parents I'm about to lose my head the bottle of whiskey came to its end no one cared about the gun in my suitcase I guess this is my end I'm about to die said goodbye to my lonely He lived hidden in the dark.