The Urge to Kill

10

Ever since the murder of Lizzy, things have been going much smoother than expected. I'm one hundred percent in the clear. Since her body was found, I haven't been spoken to or been suspected as the criminal of such offence. To be honest, I have no idea where the investigation is at at the moment, haha. But, I will say I've been feeling so much more alive lately. I can focus on my studies, my cooking lessons, and my piano! These are my main interests now, and it'll most likely stay that way for the rest of time, I think. I mean, I've been getting more into writing lately, and may even suggest to start a club about literature at my Uni! I'll see how I feel about it, it's sounds kinda boring so I'm not sure if anyone would join, haha.

Even with all these new things happening, in the end, I just want to graduate university and get started with my life. After getting the weight pressing down in my shoulders off, I've been thinking if I'll ever do something like this again. Maybe, but I can't be sure. I, in a weird way, enjoyed watching people and finding someone to kill. I know that for the rest of my life, I will most definitely be watching people. If anyone ever catches my eye the way Lizzy did, I may slip back into old habits, and have the desire to do what I did to Elizabeth. But, for now, I'm just trying to get by and have a good time whilst doing so! Haha!

Haha, you're probably wondering who I am, right? I mean, it's not like you really know me. I mean, I'M the one that's been watching YOU, right? Back to earlier in our conversation, I know you, yet you don't know me. You must be soooo glad and relieved I didn't end up choosing you, right? Ha, I can totally read your mind! I'm just going to go ahead and say this, I don't really feel bad for what I did to Lizzy. It's the way of life, she was going to die anyways! Anyways, pardon me for being so rude, I completely forgot to introduce myself! I guess the most polite thing to start with when introducing yourself would be to start with you name so...

Hi! I'm Monika!

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