A Lot of words were left unsaid
Lots of things still swarming around in my head
If you don't want me here I will leave
Just break it to me gently so that I can breathe
I know I still love you
But maybe you don't feel the same
So I will take my heart and leave the pain
I've faced a storm, even though I gave it my all
And now I'm afraid that I might fall
Away from grace, away from the light
Into a world where nothing could ever be bright
I'm trying to fight through it
But without you I know that I will lose it
Not that you'll ever know
Cause the face you see is only for show
To protect you from the part of me that's left
Where she can't be happy because she is so depressed
So she gives a smile and filters it all
While she watches you move on
And she feels so small
Like she could never be good enough
Yet you never call her bluff
You never see the pain in her eyes
Cause in a text it's hard to find all the lies
Of being okay instead of a wrecking train
With only the scars that still remain
Burned into her soul, And again in her arms
While your wedding bells ringing are just another set of alarms
For another life lost because life got to rough
For losing her love was that last of her trust
The will to live isn't always there
Long enough for anyone to be prepared
This is the last of her cry
Before she gives up her life
A story you'll never see till it's too late
Cause I can't handle another debate
I don't want to hurt you, not like I've been
The rope that's kept us together is now so thin
I don't want it to break
Cause then I know I will make a grave mistake
So for today I will keep up my smile
So that we can sit and talk for a while
But at the end of the day
You made your final mistake
You found another
And you told me you love her
I just say I'm happy for ya
Tryna hide all the pain
My heart breaking apart
Like the ugliest piece of art
Our rope finally tore
No longer are we tethered at our very core
She's a good girl
Isn't that what you wanted?
She won't ever hurt ya
Not like I did
I'd never compare
No one else could love me, they would never dare
I have so many problems that it overwhelms them all
Even the purest hearts run away from me
I always destroy the beautiful things
I guess that's why all good things end
But it seems like I can never make amends
My apology is never enough
My breaking heart already on edge about to bust
I'm afraid of love it never works
Every time it ends with someone getting hurt
Cause I can't let them in, they cant see
Not the monster that is inside of me
I push them away, so they can't be hurt
I just blame it on being busy or at work
I guess fairytale endings don't exist
Every belief I ever held is total bullshit
I fight so many battles yet I never win
You've always been the knight in shining armor
I'm always to dumb to see it
Yet if you were a prince, I'd be a maid
I could never be your true love because you are to good for me
And you love the princess not me
She has her act together and has friends
I make mistakes and it never ends
She also has the looks
The ones I never had
Besides I bet she never gets mad
She is just so perfect while I'm the opposite
She always has a plan and never starts fights
And I'm always so uptight
I could just sit here and cry
But I know I'm running out of time
I only have time for one more verse
I don't even have time to rehearse
I love you and goodbye
I guess I finally ended my life
It just ended in heartbreak and strife
