It is so weird that I'm doing this.. I'm not even sure if I wanna do what I'm doing right now. Sharing my thoughts and feelings with millions of people I don't know. I know, I know that I'm supposed to write these things in a personal diary or a journal. But typing makes me feel like I'm texting somebody. You know, like I'm texting someone to tell them whatever nonsense is going on in my head for no absolute reason.
It's not like I don't have anyone to talk to or that I'm lonely. I have a beautiful cousin who is the same age as me, Eileen, and two awesome best friends, Norah and Abel who I absolutely adore and can tell anything to without any filter.
But, no matter how many people you have to talk to, some words just don't leave your mouth. Some thoughts just linger around in your head forever. And you can't say that to anyone. Because you know that it's gonna hurt someone and ruin your relationship with that person. And you don't want that to happen because already you've lost many important people from your life and you just can't afford to lose another one. Is it just me?
