Shattered (Zen x blind reader)

1. Groceries

You felt a bandage wrapped around your head, your eyes hurt like hell. What in the world is going on? You heard beeping noises. Everything hurted so much... A deep sigh made you flinch and you carefully turned your head to where the sound was coming from. Was someone sitting besides you? Where in the world are you? You opened your mouth but nothing other than a weird ass noise came out of your dry throat. You heard someone breathing slowly next to you. A groan made you flinch again and you heard some clothes ruffling. "How late is it?" You heard a soft voice mummer. Some other moving sounds, then silence. You tried to make another noise, "W-where... am I?" You managed to get out. "Oh god!" Somebody quickly stood up which made a chair, with a way too loud sound, fall to the ground. Some soft cursing words followed and somebody carefully took your hand, "you're finally awake!" A relieved voice said.

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bzzz... bzzz... bzzz... BZZZ... BZZZ...
"UGH ANNOYING ALARM!" Way too aggressive for this early in the morning you threw your alarm against the wall. You buried you face in your pillow, making a last attempt to sleep for a few more minutes. The aggressive outburst had woken you up way too much so with a loud groan you got up from your bed. "Good morning." You said to nobody in particular and walked to your kitchen. 'What will [Y/n] have for breakfast~?" you hummed while opening the fridge, "Nothing..." You stared at your empty fridge, except from the moldy piece of cake from you birthday a long ass while ago. "Well, I guess I have to buy a new alarm anyway." You look at your broken alarm that looked very sad laying there. You get some clothes from your dresser and quickly put them on. "Haha, you better not choke on your toothpaste!" You pointed a finger at yourself in the mirror and sighed, "God this is so weird... Guess I'll just have to admit that I'm a lonely wreck." You quickly brush your teeth and wash your face.

While walking down the pathway you pull out your phone and put your earbuds in your ears. You quickly search up one of Zen's songs and start humming while making some weird gestures that you find very well fitting. The sun shines bright and the birds are singing, it made you go into a very good mood, who doesn't like nice weather and birds? When you pass the flower shop you pause for a moment and admire the beautiful flowers. "Good morning [Y/n], out for a walk?" The shopkeeper walks up to you. "Ah good morning Yon! No, I am going to the stores, didn't have any breakfast." You turn to face him. "Seems like that happens to you every week, take care of yourself, okay?" He genuinely looks worried about you, you smile. "Thank you for caring, I'll try my best. I'll go now. Take care!" He waves and goes back inside. You continue your walk to the store while making some small talk with acquaintances you meet on your way.

You got to the store and put your phone away. "Let's see, what would be a good breakfast?" You look at the freshly baked sandwiches. "Meh, let's just go for this." You grab your favourite sandwich and put it in a plastic bag. As you were about to walk to the savoury isle you saw a formiliar face. A tall man with white long hair was comparing two tomatoes with each other. No way... is that? It can't be! The Zen?!  In awe you stared at his back. You started to feel butterflies rising in your stomach. Too scared to say hi you fangirled silently at a safe distance, at least what you thought would be safe. Zen probably felt somebody staring at him and turned to face you. You yelped and hid behind a crate. "Don't be scared. I don't bite, haha!" A friendly voice said. You peeked behind the crate and saw Zen looking at you. "Haha..." You laugh ashamed and stand up. "I am so sorry for staring at you! I... I-I just couldn't believe my eyes!" With new curiosity you stare at your idol. "It's fine!" He brushes off, "You're a fan of me I assume?" "Y-yea... I eh wondered if I could, you know, eh get a picture?" You asked shyly. "Of course! What's your name?" He poses next to you and you quickly take a selfie. "M-my name is [Y/n], [Y/n] [L/n]. I am such a big fan of yours!" You can see how happy it makes him to hear that. "What is a beautiful lady like you doing here so early in the morning?" You blush at his words, "Eh you know... getting breakfast... because eh... the fridge was empty. That happens too often these days." You make a disappointed face. "Take care of yourself. Make sure to eat three meals a day, I care a lot about my fans, so promise me, okay?" You look up at him and smile, "I will, thank you." This really reminds me of that game... how was it called again? 'Mysterious emails' or something like that.. You continue making some small talk and end up paying for your groceries at the same time.

"It was a pleasure to meet you, [Y/n]." Zen says as you walk out of the store. "Likewise! Thank you so much for the picture, I will cherish it forever!" "No problem. If you see me at a show, don't be afraid to say hi." You smile at him and nod, "Then, see you!" "See you." You wave one last time and walk to the pedestrian crossing while Zen turns right.
He looks in his grocery bag to check if he didn't leave anything behind and saw, to his surprise, your cup of butter that somehow ended up in his bag. He turns around to give it back to you and shouts. You heard Zen's voice yell your name and something with butter and turn around in the middle of the street. Oh, stupid! How did my butter end up in his bag?! You quickly want to run back but you didn't see the car coming from the left. The car rode way too fast and didn't pay attention to the road. With a loud bang everything went black. In the distance you heard people screaming before slowly losing consciousness...

(To be continued)