𝐨𝐜𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 {𝐿.𝑆.}

𝟜𝟟 ~ 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘴𝘶𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘳

Here we are. All together in a little cabin in Ireland.

Niall's parents let us use the cabin for the summer. So now we've spend the past few weeks altogether. Clubbing and partying at the nearby youth camping.

Liam has been making out and having some good sex with a different chick every night. Enjoying his single life while Niall had found a summer fling.

Zayn had knocked down a guy flirting with Willow and Willow had pulled out some girl's hair for kissing Zayn on the cheek. Aren't they a lovely couple...

While Lou and I did the same thing every night: Teasing random girls and than starting to make out in front of their faces. Making them pissed as hell but having the time of our lives.

We spent a lot of time on the beach making campfires and playing some music every now and than. Talking about our past and future. But mostly trying to enjoy the present.

Everyone will be going their own way. After this trip I don't know when we'll ever be all together again. If we ever will be...

I don't want to think about it but I know Lou and I will get through it all. We have to.

I'm not gonna let anything get in between.

He's mine, and mine only.
No other dude will ever change that.
And I trust Lou enough to know he would never cheat on me.

So here I am. On our last day in Ireland. I'm sitting in the sand with Lou laying on my chest.

I look down in his beautiful ocean eyes.
The eyes I once fell in love with.

"Hazz?"

"Yes Lou."

"I have to tell you something..."

"You know you can tell me anything."

"I know. It's just not that easy..."

"Just tell me." I say brushing his hair back.

"I have an offer to go to Amsterdam for my study..." he says softly. He looks in my eyes for confirmation. But find nothing.

"Oh..." is all I can get out. Trying to process this all.

It's not that far away. But not like London either.

"Hazz..." he says caring with tears in his eyes.

"I'm happy for you Lou. We'll make it work." I say softly kissing his hair.

"We will." He sighs.

"I'm never leaving you Lou. Never. I'll always be here waiting for you." I say looking him straight in the eyes. Feeling the last ocean breezes blowing through my hair.

"Always?"

"Always."