Reactionary Hooligan
By Sammye Billesbach
Have I done something wrong? That he's not in my arms,
Not holding me tight, Always in his sight?
How did I not know he was there? Out there somewhere,
Not waiting for me, If only We could be.
I didn't know. I didn't know! He was Alive!!
Learning, fighting, thriving! Coming into existence,
For my pleasure, But only at his measure.
I will not feel his lips whisper sweet nothings on my skin,
I will not wake knowing he loves me from deep within,
I will never cry because he's late again.
How can I Make him know me?
How do I Lead him to me?
How will he ever See me?
See me as the Woman I know I am? The woman I know He wants?
Questions, questions, only questions, There is always hope!
No, there is no hope.
But I must hope for the measured distance,
I must hope passionately for his future,
And I send hope and love to him for all he does.
Because I am a Hooligan, his Hooligan, a Reactionary Hooligan.
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