My last goodbye

Y/n's pov

I am tired, disappointed, heart broken and what not. I though being with Jungkook will be the last think to do before I die. A 5 year relationship was coming to an end. I knew everything is gonna change after this but I had to do it.
My 5 year boyfriend, Jungkook, was an amazing human, boyfriend and best friend but that old Jungkook died one day.
Why? When? And How? 
Even I don't have any answer to that but one thing I know is that it completely broke me.
During our 4th year of relationship, Jungkook drastically changed, he started being cold and short tempered. Even though he didn't hurt me physically but the  mental torture was equally painful. He started shouting and arguing with me that too on senseless topics.

I thought of breaking up with him but the fruit of love that I had for him was too pure and it was really difficult to let it rot.

But after our 5th year of senseless relationship, I got to know that he started cheating on me.
With the help of my friends, I found out that he fell out of love but he still didn't leave me cause he was embarrassed and wasn't able to face me and that is why he started giving me the cold shoulder.

I was really heartbroken and disgusted and somewhere in my heart I didn't want to meet him again.
So I did what I thought was best for me.
I wrote a letter and left him. I left him forever.

Jungkook's pov

I still can't believe that I am cheating on her. I promised to be with her forever and to never make her cry but I broke everything in a blink of an eye.

I came back home from my work and waited for the hugs and kisses from y/n. But to my surprise, the house was dead silent. I was confused but when I saw the letter on the kitchen counter I broke down into tears.

Dear kookie,
You might be thinking where I am?
I left you Jungkook, for our own good. I got to know that you cheated on me and you still are. But what hurt the most was our useless fights, the way you used to say those harsh words and the way my heart used to tear apart.
But guess what? It doesn't hurt anymore,  maybe because my heart is already broken and is numb now.
When you will read this, I will already be gone.
Thank you so much for such an amazing 5 years. Our 5th year wasn't the best but all the moments that we shared will always be in my heart and I will cherish them the most. Thankyou for everything. You treated me like a queen for few years and I'll always be thankful for that. But don't treat your girl who you are cheating on me with the way you treated me. Treat her way better than me and make her your first priority.
I love you and always will
I think it's time to say our last goodbye kook.
You are always gonna be in my heart.

Love,
Y/n

After reading the letter, it felt like my whole world just crashed.
And it showed that I never fell out of love but it was already too late.
I wish I could turn back time and treat her the way she should be treated.
I knew that she will never come back even if I try cause I know I deserve it.

I lost a precious gem just to find a stone.

"I am sorry baby and I love you and always will. You are always gonna be my baby bear and you are always gonna be in my heart." I said and went to the dreamland with stained cheeks.

Author's note
Hey guys, this is my first ever angst imagine.
Hope you like it and please vote.
xoxo