I woke up with pain radiating throughtout my body, reminding me of last night's beating, I look at myself to see the bruises and cuts. This was one of the worst beatings I had experience in a while, and it fucking hurt. I grab my phone to check the time and realise my dad hasn't left ffor work yet. I lay there quietly, praying he won't come in the room. 20 minutes later I hear the front door shut, I let a long relieving breath out and get out of bed, the pain gets worse as I stand up but I walk through it, I go straight out the co and have a smoke hopefully this will help the pain but I doubt it will. Sitting outside always reminded me of how my mum use to love gardening, a tear slides down my cheek. My mum died when I was only 10, she was the only one who truely cared about me and once she died my life went to hell. My father became an acoholic and all my other family turned away from us. The last time I saw them was at my mums funeral. I guess she was the glue that keep us altogether. I finish my smoke and light another one up. Today was gonna be hell, first day back to school after break. Atleast it was my last year in school. I finish my second smoke and go inside to get ready. I put on my ripped black jeans with boots and a white long sleeve. I brush my hair it was long and black, it was probably my only good flaw on my body. I grab my bag and start walking to school, as i get there, I start hating the day more, I took longer then usual to walk because of the pain I had throughout my bodie but I got there just in time for the bell, I plug my earphones straight in drowning out my peers and walk straight to class and sit it the back seathoping I wouldn't get noticed, but of course I did. Someone throws paper at me and I read it 'wanna suck me off it'll only cost $50' I throw it away.
If only been at school ten minutes and it had speedy started. I sank further into my seat grabbed out my book and started sketching, not butterflies but knives and guns, I hated people, I hated this school. I wanted to either died or kill everyone here.
'Excuse me' someone says.
'What the fuc-' I turn and am met with beautiful green eyes, I can't find words to say so I whisper 'yes'.
'May I sit here' his cooling voices says
'Ofcourse, you can. Yeah' I mutter. Fuck snap out of it Emily, you know what everyone thinks of you why would you think this one is different.
I turn and look out the window, ans zone out fir the rest of the class, when class finishs, I walk out and get pushed over I land on my knees, then the jocks walk past 'Emily on her knees again' some mutter.
I quickly stand up and run into the girls bathroom.
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Emily.
RandomEmily was 10 when her mother died, she is now 17. when her mother died her father became an acoholic. He did things to her she could never forgive. She doesn't have any freidns or family she can talk to so she falls to self harming. Finally someon...