Impossible!

Love you

So these past few weeks, I was extremely busy due to many stuff, etc. and at the same I was struggling with my feelings between Carlos, Nicole, and Maria. I moved on from "him", by the way. *sigh*

Also, today, I received a letter from Maria, but I didn't know she gave me a letter. She just put it on my table and I immediately got it. A lot of people know about Maria's crush towards me, by the way. Nicole also knows, and is getting jealous about it, too. Carlos also knows!

In the letter I opened it and it read,

"Uhm hey, I kind of have a crush on you and I'm so sorry if you think I'm acting as if we're super duper close. Anyway... I love you." - Maria 

When I read the last sentence, I froze extremely hard and since my friend Mika knows about it, she immediately got it from me and kept teasing me. The letter is with her at the moment, too, and she's gonna give it back to me next week.

The words kept repeating all over in my head ever since I got the letter, and my heart was beating so fast and I couldn't believe it. She really likes me! 2 people like me! 

Am I really that good looking for them? If I am, then why doesn't "he" look at me or notice me so much like they do? Why doesn't "he" have a crush on me or even just a little bit of admiration on me? Ugh, whatever, Laila. Move on, 'cause you know he'll never ever notice you nor like you.