I don't know. Maybe I did arrive at a very wrong time. Or maybe I should not compare. Maybe I should not get jealous or envious about what has already been. Sometimes I feel guilty although I know I did not do anything. Some people look at me as the person who ruined, the reason, the extra. It's just so funny how I feel lucky and unlucky at the same time. Hard to deal with your own dilemma ha. Whatever. I just wanna see people around will always be smiling with good intentions. All I can do is make the best of today, let go and keep moving. I wanna make this last. Yes, I wanna make this last.
