Depression Can get the best of you

Chapter 1

"Ugh i hate today" i say rolling out of bed look over at my two twins Danielle and sapphire they laugh at me everyone in my family knows i hate this day

Today it the day we have to stay home because mum and dad go out every sunday and it is really boring here because we do the same thing

Watch a movie and play truth or dare us three girls go downstairs to join the rest of our siblings Lana who is 13 Josh who is 15 ally and megan who are 16 and 1/2 and drake who is nineteen the youngest is chastity

Living with eight other kids is hard but i get through the day and we dont ever leave this house considering our parents are famous and we are homeschooled it is really the same b shit

"Guys we're leaving if you need anything sam is next door"dad said to all of us but mostly drake sam is our all day all night body gaurd

Its sad he acts like a father to us more than our own father does

We all know it as the truth and father doesnt even care

As our parents leave in to the night we all cheer we have the whole house to ourselves

We decide to watch we're the millers it is funny but gross at the same time me and danielle go in the kitchen to pop some popcorn i am closest to her out of anyone

"Oh come on lexi....whats wrong babe im here for you an you know it tell me come on....spill it" dani says looking at me in the eye

"Well im mean im tired of the same bullshit we never go anywhere any i mean damn our body guard. Is more of a father to us then our actual father and....technically we dont even have a fucking mother not unless you consider sophie a mother its just..ARGH" I say in frustration

Danielle comes up and hugs me

"Yeah i know but we cant change the fact that our parents are famous..i mean i want to stab their eyeballs out most of the time for not being there especially for chasity" danielle says sniffing and her tears pouring down on my back

We were both crying and by this time everyone else was hugging us even little chasity trying to get in the middle

"No matter what happens you wont be alone" Ally says

I nod and smile through my tears and i always thought that my family hates me

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As the credits roll to the movie we decide to play truth or dare but first drake put chastity down to bed

"Uh...josh truth or dare'' megan asks josh smirking

"Truth" josh says with no hesitation

"Is it true........that you actually keep a playboy magazine and some random girls sex tape that you bought off ebay under your bed" megan asks

Josh turns a deep ass crimson red and looked away

"Whta the fuck josh eeewwwww you are thirteen" saphire says while laughing

We played for another three hours and every one went to sleep except me drake and danielle we always stay up to make sure mom and dad make it to their room safe

"Where are they...they shouldnt be that damn long i mean they left at six" i say worried me and danielle go to their room i look on the bed and there is a note

Dearest children,

We love you all so much we have learned many and lost many things from you we have decided to leave for a while sam and sophie will take care of you..........your father doesnt know of this note and he probably wont i love you all

Your father never wanted children but thats what careless people do they just go with whatever happens and face consequences i feel like youbyoung men and women and of course my sunshine chasity deserve better

Ever since i have had chasity i havent been a great mother with modeling and all and i have tried my famn hardest to fit you guys in my schedule it pains me to say this but i know we

Wont come back one day I will but i dont think your father will he has moved on from children and me

I wish you well and soon i will call and send letters i would like it if lexi could send me photos if all of you as soon as possible i have given my heart and soul into my children and im not giving up now

You beautiful children light up my world and make me happy i love you always know that without my children i dont have a heart i have a hole Dont give up hope or faith hopefully destiny will be great and let our pathways meet

LOVE YOU ALL REMEMBER THAT XOXOXOXO :-)

The paper slips from my hand and gracefully makes its way down to the ground i break down and fall to the floor

See how easily a world can break down from one letter

"Sis whats wro- oh my holy shit DRAKE!!" Danielle shouts and she breaks down with me

My tears feel heavy as they make their way down my face i cant help but feel guilty about what ive said and just to find out that my parents left us

I get up and go walking around on the floor i eventually end up comforting drake and dani argh i have to stay strong if not for me then for them....my siblings

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Hi here ya go im sorry if it seems short but it seems pretty damn long to me here are the characters

Lexi--Eleanor Calder
Danille--nina dobrev
Saphire--Lottie tomlinson
(Louis tomlinsons sister BTW)
Lana--Ariana grande
Josh--austin mahone
Ally--vanessa hudgdns
Megan--selena gomez
Drake--nick jonas

Your character list if you think there needs to be changes then you should comment who should be who ❤❤